It's all about you, all about you baby

Moved there

2009-09-06T13:24:00.005+08:00

HEY I'M MOVED.
TO,
"FIDELITYHEARTS.BLOGSPOT.COM" :)

FIND ME THERE.

SELLING

2009-09-05T13:01:00.002+08:00

SELLING,
LIGHT BLUE RIBBONED HAREM PANTS IN BLUE.
TAGGED, S.
Bought from korean spree, brand new.
$33

interested? mail to luvz.amaranthine@gmail.com

2009-09-03T22:28:00.003+08:00

I didn't know why am i feeling so down. I don't know why my heart feels so empty..

I'll be alright. I'm sure.

I need you so much closer.

2009-09-01T22:44:00.004+08:00

Hey babies on this space here. I'm back here. Well today I spent my day out with bb just for a short while, it's just a short little date.. but after all i've enjoyed myself :) Seriously I hope good things would last forever, just like this man. Things that I missed might not be back to me anymore, but after all, at least inside my heart I knew i've cherished and treasured it once before. Aww man i miss my babyboy so much still.
Well i'm getting hooked on youtube soon. Haha guess who's this? :)

Shane Dawson! Awww he's really cute and hot, plus his videos are kinda meaningful. Heh heh i'm getting like "no life" soon, chrystal! *inner joke* Haha. Well school's tml, I'm getting out of my bed early to meet my babe, Shimin for breakfast. Okie buai buai blogger with kisses.

I need you so much closer..
Close till I could hear your heart beating fast, like what I used to be lying down on yr chest,
telling myself, I only want forever for us,and nothing else.

Like you used to do

2009-08-31T19:42:00.002+08:00

School was alright. At first we had aces day's dance, the whole hall was stoning. Haha did some rubbish dance with Shimin. Okie after that had two lessons, both are like free periods! Had art at first, okie I spend the whole time at the toliet with Puteri honey. We were styling our hairs, and doing crazy stuffs. After that english, I spent the whole time sleeping while the teacher's going thru the papers. Aww. Okie and after that was recess then teachers' day concert. Haha it was really funny about the skit man. Goodness i think my classmates could do better of acting like Mr Ho and the rest. Haha. But it was such a joke seriously. Okie aftermath, headed off to meet my pri schl pals. My pri schl was great, but it seemed to be boring staying down there. Met Adelind and gave her a big hug! And the rest was there, aftermath went over to basketball court with them. All the memories were back into my mind, when we were all so young. Haha stayed there, spent the whole afternoon sharing my stuffs with D. Thanks D for listening, didn't know you'll be willing to hear those shits. Haha. Well i didn't get to snap any pixxxx in pri schl. Sadly yes :( And i didn't know my pri schl teacher found out so much about me. Okie seriously i'll catch up with those lovelies sooon. haha. pixxxxxxxx's time!

The hair Puteri styled. Haha!

Well, I just realised that I've been keeping so much to myself, finally just burst everything out to someone. I didn't know actually i'm like this, until someone told me. I didn't know I kept so much to myself. I didn't know so much until today. Haha. Tml's a holiday! Yes finally. Shall go off to bath now babies. Buai. Remember to visit http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com! :)

It's terrible this way babyboy, i mizzed you so.
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.

All about you

2009-08-30T20:55:00.002+08:00

Hi honeypies i'm back on my blog. Well.. today's plan was cancelled as my parents quarrelled. Okie so what I did for the whole day was, I sleep i surf net and then I went shopping with momma. Went to get my shoes already it's so so pretty! Bought junks that cost $50 over plus. Okie then after that me and mama went mac for shaker fries. I think my momma is cool. She likes shaker fries as much as I do. Haha love you, mummy! :)

Well I've got da pixx already! Time for pixxxxx.

Don't laugh at me, i know i'm very short. WHY IS ALL MY FRIENDS SO TALLL.

Awwww love you 2bits girl.

And and why do we both look so drunk!! -.-

Aww there's school tomorrow. Is gonna be fun I'm gonna enjoy it.

With all the disco dance and mj's moonwalk with shimin i think it'll be crazy.

And yes to my little pretty boobs, koonie. please give me a wide smile and tell me that you're okie sweetie. Your boobs here is gonna fetch you tml afternoon!! Please give me A WIDE SMILE! :) Love you so much okie koon. Buaibuai blogger :)

What am I afraid? I'm afraid of waking up the next morning and couldn't see you again.

I miss you my honey. My love for you, it's forever and always there. xoxo.

Hugs and kisses

2009-08-30T00:47:00.003+08:00

Hey little sugar tarts, i'm finally here. I'm so happy! My blogger is finally working. Okie school have been great on friday! Did dance and drama. After that rushed over for cell group multiplication. It's sad that we're apart now, but we did it to multiply! Without all of you, we'll never make it :) Heh hehz. Had a great day with my girlies. Supposingly going out to flea with Jingting, was cancelled last minute. Headed town with babyboy today, I spend the whole afternoon punching him pinching him pushing him. Haha! Baby got to leave earlier for something, so aftermath went over to meet Krystle and Weixuan. Had dinner at cine, and then walked around and went over to cck. I think I spend today doing nothing at town but having fun. LOL. I'M FEELING SO SAD. I couldn't find my memory card reader, so no pixx today. Shall wait for me to find my card reader. Bloody hell my room is in such a mess. I need a maid to help me clean up!! Haha. I need to get my handphone, camera repaired!! Okie things with me always will never be in good condition. I need to wake up early tml, shall go off now. Buaibuai.
I miss you my condo boy. Where are you right now. Your hdb girl neeeds you.
Xoxo, hugs and kisses.

So close

2009-08-25T21:55:00.002+08:00

Hi babies please go to http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com I've just launched collection #04, I swear you people would like it okie. Brought in electric bolt zipper oversized, laces tops, oversized tees and more. Go and take a look pretty please? :)

I spend my today in school, feeling alright. Just like a normal day gossiping with Puteri baby in class, and guess what, all my hardwork really produced good results. I can't wait for this weekend to come it's gonna be fun.

I missed gazing stars with you so much, will we do it all over again? Lying down on your chest being in your embrace listening to your heart beating so fast. The past was sweet, but the present is gonna be even sweeter.

Miserable at best

2009-08-24T22:03:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling so stressed so pissed yet so miserable. Anyone there for me to pour out my misery on? Aww man I mizz so much nice stuffs, I want them back seriously. I missed those times when I don't have to worry much, when I was still so young and naive. Anyway stay tune on amaranthineroses.blogspot.com, collection #04 is gonna be up by this week! I'm gonna surprised you all with REALLY REALLY PRETTY CLOTHINGS! Okay I shall go now buaibuai.

I'm confused. Okie?

And to that girl, don't hurt yourself. I know it's alil wrong for me to talk to you, but I really hope you understands that.. it wouldn't help even you hurt yourself. There will be still people feeling sad over you doing this to yourself, life goes on no matter what. All the best though I couldn't help much.

The great love

2009-08-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

Okie i'm finally back here. So sorry that I'm using photobucket for my pixx, it's really big i know.
Okay this is what I did last week, study sot grad school common test cry listen to sad songs.
I'm enjoying life with my love and girlfriends, seriously thank God for everything i'm having now. I'm such a blessed girl like what Eugene i've said to me. I seriously wanna thank everyone for being there when I was down at that period, especially those who stayed up late to listen to all my misery at that time. I was enjoying school days instead of making sad faces. Love my girlies! :)

Oh yes few days ago on the 16th, was Yuting's birthday! Happy birthday my sweet girl, I've wrote down every single thing in the card. Love you 2 bits girl.

Caught the proposal this weekend with C, it was really a great show I swear. Must watch okie.
Anyway, Support http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com! I'm launching collection #04 this week. School's in tomorrow, shall go off to sleep now. Would update soon :)

I wish good stuffs would just stay like this forever, just like this with you and me alone. I don’t need anything else but you. When we lay down together on the grass patch, looking up at the same thing. It doesn’t matter where we’re from, which family we’re from, as long as we’re looking at the same thing, we belong to each other’s world.

Make it worth it

2009-08-22T23:38:00.002+08:00

Hi babies Blogger is such a bitch that fails me to upload pixx, i'm sorry okie but i'll fly here asap if i can! :) well i've blogged at http://joyofsunshines.onsugar.com check it out there anyway.

Take my heart on a run baby.

Blessed with great love

2009-08-21T23:18:00.002+08:00

Hey guys i'm back in post. Feeling tired after a long week, I guess all my hard work will lead me to all my happiness that I wanted. Common test is over, but I got to re take english ct paper all over again. My life's full with many surprises, many great loves around. I feel so blessed :) Shall update tml with all my pixxx okie! Bye and love xoxo.
You melt my heart all over again.. I feel blessed being the girl inside your heart still.

It's all over

2009-08-16T20:36:00.005+08:00

The word forever is forever so hurtful, girls who will fall for it seems to be so easily done. Good things doesn't always stay forever here but you just have to cherish it when it's around. It's all over and life gonna move on no matter what. I know i'm stronger than any ordinary girls. Well you just have to know that, I've loved you before, and remember this, you gave me the best memories i ever had and there's no other guys could give me this but only you. Good luck in your life, Cyrus. I don't wanna be like any little depressed girl who cries over everything, but I wanna be a strong girl who could move on. Thanks for everything, all the best is what I can say.

I guess I got to start mugging. Okie love you my blogger bb.

“Girls. We fall for boys who give us pretty words and false hope.”
- Eletheowl

It's really true.

Depressed

2009-08-15T10:47:00.003+08:00

I'm depressed. I don't feel like talking much.
if you were.. here to give me a hug.
xoxo.

Hiatus

2009-08-11T22:51:00.002+08:00

I think life's so boring, Chrystal told me that she loves having a life which is relaxing, and boring!
Well I couldn't concentrate on my work, my mind's all about life. All about all the problems i'm having right now. Thank God that I'm no longer in 'debts'! But i'm really broke, or i can say that I'm forever broke? :(
I can't wait to get my dslr i can't wait to shop with momma i can't wait for exams to be over i can't wait for my 1st year anniversary with bb i can't wait for end of year holidays i can't wait for the sunshine to be out after having the rain for months.

Shall be disciplined enough to study on my own. Yes i'm meeting my babyboy tmlz.
Okay good night school's in tml shall not be late like last week again. Love you all buai buai.
I'M ON HIATUS.

It doesn't worth only that much

2009-08-10T22:52:00.006+08:00

I'm back home from townz feeling so tired. Dad and mum went for concert and went for their happy date, how sweet ar. Went out with Puteri Baby today heh hehz it's been damn freaking long since we hang out together. Went to shop for my stuffs and her stuffs, it's irraiting to see everywhere having sales when you can't make them yours. I think we did travel alot today, we walk we take bus we take train, all around town. Pixx spam!

Yep that's all for today heh hehz. I'm missing my honeypie so badly aww aww. Facebook's really terrible i can't stand it. And anyway God bless Krystle for fast recovery for her head injury kay! Love you krystle anything i'm still here, don't cry alone my girl :)
Okie buaibuai ai ni worh my blog :)

If "I love you” is only three words, then why is it worth a million?
Because it meant everything from my heart, truly deeply and wholeheartedly.
I miss you so much loverboy, your adorable cheeks and your smile that melts my heart.

August babies

2009-08-09T23:35:00.006+08:00

I'm awake now it's 10am! I'm awake and i'm having tution later how bored is this. Okie shall blog about yesterday, met cellgroup at commonwealth and headed to hortpark for august babies celebration. When we reached everyone went totally siao. haha imagine that all our group photo cmi. There's more photos with Krystle. Pixx spam!

Well and lastly, Happy birthday to Janelle Toh Jingting! (L)
Hope you enjoyed the surprise we gave ya, the helium balloon cards sunflower cake. Heh heh.
Really thank God for you in my life, it's really a blessing! Love you 4life okie, :)

Later gonna go out to shop with my Puteri baby! Can't wait.
Okie shall go off and prepare now bye love!

“Don’t ever give up on love, cause there is always someone who loves you, even if it’s not the person you were hoping for.” -Eleowl
Bb, i feel the happiest when i'm with you. Every seconds, every minutes, every hours counts, it means alot to me, I remembered them all.

Boring saturday

2009-08-08T13:33:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling so tired now I'm so lack of sleep. Bless me with strength Lord! :( I met hunniepie yesterday and caught the movie 'up' with him. That little boy in up, is super duper adorable man. He looks like my friend's bro. Today went school for drama, the whole class didn't turn up except for 12 people. We slack we disturb people we camwhore we did nothing there.I think school have been really boring. Yesterday's national day performance is totally.. boring, it's worst than last year. I think I'm now off to catch some sleep before heading out later! xoxo. Pixxxxx spam.

Oh yes i did a cropped tank for myself today ohmygoodness i'm lovin' it. Heh hehz.
Oh yes 10 things i need to get it done!
1. study dates to study!!
2. shopping spree.
3. get my room packed nicely.
4. new schoool shoes!
5. save up money
6. sell all my junks
7. get some sleep.
8. get my schedule done.
9. meet people up plz :(
10. EAT MORE EAT MORE I NEED TO BE FATTER.
Okie this is what i need to do :(
BYE I NEED TO SLEEP.

Love you babycasper xoxo.

Shopping cures depression

2009-08-06T22:06:00.002+08:00

I don't expect much more from what I'm having now. I am really enjoying what I'm having now. Anyway I got to thank Puteri few days ago for curing my depression, she dated me out this weekend for shopping spree. It really kills my depression when I think of nice clothings coming up to me, aww can't wait for them to be mine! School's been a killer for me, I've been sleeping almost every lessons now. I got to really catch up, I shall lock myself at home studying for the exams man. Anyway I won't be updating often here, I'll be updating more often at tumblr and onsugar, THE BEST IS THAT YOU CAN FIND ME AT TWITTER :) I'm mizzing my sweetheart badly aww. Okie i'm off now, do support http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com alrightz coolio.

"Smell her hair. Talk to her in movie theaters. Hold her hand while you talk. Tell her she’s beautiful. Look her in the eyes when you talk to her. Tell her stupid jokes. Let her play with your hair. Just walk around with her. Look at her like she’s the only girl you see. Tickle her, even if she says stop. When she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Get her mad, then kiss her. Give her piggyback rides. Tease her. Let her tease you back. Kiss her forehead. When she’s sad, hang out with her. Let her take all the photos of you she wants. Kiss her in the rain. When you fall in love with her, tell her. " -Littleredd

Flat bangs

2009-08-04T20:09:00.003+08:00

Hi today Regina's a happie girl. She learnt to chill down and relax, she learnt not to be angry over little stuffs, she learnt to be cherished every single little earthings down here more than ever, she learnt that actually this world isn't so bad.
She was caught kissing the table during science lesson, meaning she's falling asleep almost every single lesson in school now.
I'm down with bangs again. Today after schlz me become light bulb shining bright but I'm glad that my sweetest girl enjoyed.
Count down to exams in 2 weeks time. My monthsary falls on my exam date! How sad.
I mizz you that sweet cool guy who abandoned me for his war craft. I hate dota.

Backstabbers

2009-08-03T22:08:00.003+08:00

Pixx from last week. I think my make up is really cmi cause I woke up early in the morning with such a shag look and lazy hands to do nice make up. Okie school today, I spent the whole time sleeping. Simply so tired, didn't even realised that it's the next period already. After schl went over to look for my dear boy, gave him a shock at his condo. Haha. Slacked for a while went over to bishan then back to cck. I spent the whole day pointing out his pimples, disturbing him. Haha.

I think so many things were just for show only. There were so many backstabbers around, just that we don't have the eyes to see to predict only. Once patience's up, you think people still have the strength to tolerate? Please get a life or move on or something. Wouldn't you feel tired?

And anyway I love you cyrus 2bits okie. :) And to miss yuting ng, NO ONE HAS FORGOTTEN! :)

Happy birthday Chc

2009-08-02T23:51:00.002+08:00

I woke up early in the morning for just this special day today, happy birthday chc. Early in the morning was queuing up for seats at Kallang. It's really a great impact, imagining for just a service like this, there could be thousand plus people here queuing with you under the hot scorching sun. The session 1 was really great. Session 2, celebration service was awesome. It impacts me alot. If there's no me in chc, I wouldn't have known a great warming family, If there's no me in chc, I wouldn't be so disciplined like what I've changed right now, If there's no me in chc, I wouldn't have step nearer to know God better, I wouldn't have experienced so much. This church, welcomed arms, loving spirtual family, impactful preeching, on fire for God. Happy 20th anniversary church! Love you down inside my heart like 4ever.

Aftermath went over to Dhoby, then Vivo. We were late by one minute for the flea, then head to Vivo to shop. Bought a pair of flats, a pair of heels, a bag. Ended up in Swensens with Irene and Max, and then headed home. Reached home tears flowed like razorblades. I'm sorry for what i'm doing, I don't mean it to be like this. Love you like how much I've do, just like 7 months ago. I'll still be the girl you read stories to, still be the girl whom you dialled 16 morning calls to.

Pixx up soon, gonna have puffy eyes for insufficient sleep for 3 nights.

Sleeping day

2009-08-01T23:20:00.002+08:00

I'm homed after a jog at Yewtee connector. I've been home for the whole day today by sleeping. I mizz hunboy alot alot alot. I've no more pixx to post wait for tml okie. I went for festival of praise last night and it was really awesome. I'm lacking behind of others for my work i need to catch up. And do support http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com alright! I've been blogging in many different blogs, etc tumblr and onsugar. Haha follow me there too. I can't wait for tml and i'm waking up at 5am later on. Okie bye blogger luv you. More comments plz okie!

I hope everything's fine between us. Ily hunboy.

Find that guy

2009-08-01T01:20:00.003+08:00

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you....
The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”
underage-girl.bs.com

Where's this guy now..

Stuck at home

2009-07-29T21:16:00.001+08:00

"Stop crying your heart out"
I spent my whole day at home today. Gave school a miss cause I was lazy to get up.
3 days not in school, I've so much to catch up. Anyone wants to help? :)
Support http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com I've updated!

I'll love you like i always do and i forever will.
I'll try to be the best for you bb.

Down with fever

2009-07-27T10:33:00.003+08:00

I went to malaysia yesterday and went around there to visit dad's friend house and some little cute kids. Okie we did some shopping there eating and rotting. After all i'm feeling sad that I didn't buy much stuffs you know!

And now i'm at home instead of school. I'm down with fever, 38.2. Yay i'm gonna be away from school for 2 bloody days. See how happy I am now. Haha but too bad I got plans to be out. Regina's a strong girl, a fever won't kill her down :)

And anyway yesterday spoke to babycasper on phone and he just hang my phone call you know. I nearly felt like stabbing him for doing that :(
But i'm a good girlfee right? Okie so he's forgiven.
Anyway i'm now so happy with my bloody no money life. Heh hehz.
Anyway support http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com :)

I want this world to have no problems. I want to be problems-free.

You're not alone

2009-07-25T22:46:00.004+08:00

Holy my pixx imagine is so big. Okie today I spent my day with my bb. We went to walk walk took bus and walk walk and took bus again. We went tamp1 and it was really big and really nice i swear okie. We met crazy bus drivers who hooked like freaking loud. I'm feeling so sad that I'm broke, so broke. My bank acc left less than $10. Bb sent me home and then my gastrics were up again. F them f them f them the gastrics. Okie i had a sweet date and i'm loving it. And yes i'm leaving for m'sia tml, miss me babies. Bye i'm off to take care of my sweet one with my voice. Haha.

Cannn y0uu pleease d0n't c0piie miie, miie sad sad y0uu kn0ww. Haha bitch face.

W.a.n.b.g.
This 5 letters, back to you too. w.a.n.b.b.
You're not alone babyboy, please take care and stop making that dota game flirt you all the way :( Me d0n't like you kn0w. YOU CANNOT GET SICK. Must take care of a weak one like me is your duty!! Okie me mizz you alot, must mizz me back tml cause i'm leaving.. :(
Okie. BYE WITH FLYING KISSES.

Hate it when problems come.

Heartaches

2009-07-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling sad like a little sad bitch now. I hate it to tear so much. Heartaches.

Make you feel my love

2009-07-23T20:37:00.006+08:00

It's been long since I ever last blog. I'm having so many problems with blogger yet finally i've solved it. Life's getting boring and boring though, but I'm glad that I got nice and interesting buddies around making my life even more interesting. Celebrated Vienna's birthday in school too. I had a ordinary date on me and loverboy's 7th month. Though it's just so ordinary but love remains so deep still. I think I've been spending this two days at home rotting. Haha I was bored and I saw my ex team mates, so I just borrowed their jackets and played badminton with Brian & co. Anyway congrats to my class who came in first for the drama competition! Heh heh thanks Dzul for da dance for us. Told you my class rulez :)

Happy birthday Vienna! All the words I wanna tell you, are already in the card :)

When the rain is blowing in your face,
And the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
But I would never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
No doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret.
Though winds of change are throwing wild and free,
You ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
To make you feel my love

I miss you sweetheart, love you. I'm feeling so empty without pinching your chubby fat cheeks.

I thought you were very very nice.. yet you turned out not to be as nice as I thought you were in my eyes..

I'm blessed

2009-07-19T00:26:00.010+08:00

Life have been tiring for me. There's so many problems troubles I had inside myself. It's not easy to be me seriously though I'm only 14. Imagine so much i've got to think about.

Thursday, crashed into Chrystal's house after school with the group. Did our project sang songs and rubbish. Friday head out to town with loverboy today, walk around and went to esplanade for a good rest after walking for so long. Haha there's sales at city link mall so I bought hair clips for fun! And today, it's Derrick and Ruxin's wedding. Congratulations guys! You two are really really sweet alright. Met up with girlz and went to church this morning, there were really many nice helium balloons around. After the ceremony, headed town with them and my helium balloons! The guys bought their tops, while Irene bought her gold wallet which is fking chio. Went to work but it wasn't good. So aftermath met them up again for dinner and head home.

More pixx at facebook! I'm feeling so tired after lack of so many nights of sleep. Anyway do support http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com/ alright. There'll be alot of collections, selling post, and the prices will be down to the lowest!! Stay tune there.

With you, i'm feeling so comfortable. With you, I've got every single fear off my heart. With you, i've learn to be more understanding. With you, every seconds every minutes every hour in kept inside my heart. I placed all my love on you, wholeheartedly only for you. Happy 208th days, honeyboy.

Never tired of you

2009-07-15T23:02:00.003+08:00

School was fine for this past few days, but sadly some poor kids ruined those days. Poor kids like some jerks who goes around stealing people's property, people's items like their own grandmother father area. To that culprit, I believe you've been aiming on me and my fella girlfriends. I believe my bloody money that i lost few months ago it's you who stole it. Please stop your bitchness. You're just being a loser, a begger is much more better than you. Mother fucker.The worst is it's not only my stuffs are gone, but other's too. It's just some branded ear piece, must you steal and somemore it doesnt worth much too.
Yesterday hanged out with Shimin and Chrystal after school, went to accompany Shimin to chop her hair off. And aftermath went over to meet baby to study. Today met baby boy again, heh hehz. We went to shop and buy buy buy.

Must school be so bored? I'm still so sick like usual. Having a very very bad cough, and it's really terrible. I'm looking forward to pretty nice days this weekends, baking sessions, Derrick's wedding, town with girlz. I can't wait seriously man :)
My blog seemed to be so dead, comments anyone? Anyway help me click on my nuffnang ads kay!

Lastly i love to pinch you poke you squeeze your bloody chubby face, and i just love the way you are, Cyrus. Happy 206th day sweetheart, I'll always be yr light shining here with you.

You love me even for all my flaws

2009-07-13T22:05:00.002+08:00

Sweet little boy, we're going down to our 7th monthsary lane. Time flies so fast and things were left unchanged still. Remember times when we're having our hard times together? We did it with faith and trust for each other. I thought you were give me up half way on me, but you never did. I feel so comfortable with you, despite all my flaws all my unglams, you're able to accpect them and yet you love to snap pixx of me being so so unglam. Your hugs are always so warmth and welcomed towards me, you'll never fail to give me hugs and the support during my hardest time. If we're gonna walk down a hard time again, we'll walk thru together hand in hand. Deep in my heart, there's only one boy who is you. The boy who i ever melted my heart completely, the boy who i gave my heart wholeheartedly to. Thanks for all suprises you've done for me every monthsary, thanks for even thinking about what to do next. Remember our first date? I was so sick and you were all the while taking care of me. I love you Cyrus with all my heart, and i'll always do.

Tuck in yr arms to sleep

2009-07-11T23:59:00.002+08:00

I've been very busy recently. I think I need alot of time for alot of junks and for alot of outings. Today i went out to meet my babyboy with his dumb heavy bag along. I brought all the way to his house to pass it to him, and then we went hub to eat and then for a while i left to meet my family. I went for back massage with my family at lot1, it was great though but my body's still aching very badly. I might get h1n1 anytime man. Hope that Weihao's report is gonna be okie or else me and baby is gonna die. Haha.

Firstly,
1) pack my table. it's forever in a mess.
2) i need to go to the doctor. my cough is getting worst.
3) i need to finish all my bloody schl work, what project work presentation, bloody d&T.
4) i need to get those who owe me money to pay me.
5) i need to get stable. i need to get start on my work.

Haha there's still alot more to go. I'm feeling so tired now ya know. Omg I can't wait to meet Geokkoon to see her piercings, coolio! ^^ Okay there's gonna be a brand new week soon, monday blues. There's tution tmlz, omg. I'm mizzing my babyboy so much man :(

I want to be the first one you see every morning you wake up, I want to be peck with a kiss on my head when i wake up. I want to be tucked in your arms to sleep, I want to be the one making your smile even wider. Happy 202th day, babycasper. For now and ever, i love you. Sweetheart, thanks for every little and huge thing you done for me kayz. You're just so different from other guys :)

I want more and more of you

2009-07-10T23:46:00.001+08:00

This few days school is getting interesting. Last thursday we had a crane folding lesson to replace our assembly due to the h1n1. Haha folding cranes are like such a beautiful thing man, and the whole school's doing the same thing. After school on thursday went off to meet babyboy. We went jurong point and I bought all my junks. Was feeling very pissed until baby made me smile.
Yesterday we spent our 200th day together at East Coast Park. It seems to be a mini celebration but it's all concidence. Baby taught me how to cycle there, haha. There's two old folks, an auntie and uncle spoke to us. She said we looked like sister and brother. Haha but the two old folks are really sweet, they had a dog with them and they had each other to enjoy the rest of their life. How i wish i'm gonna be staying like this with baby, like forever okie. He's such an ass to make me cry last night after tricking me with some rubbish joke. Wth and I believed okie and i cry. Haha but he was so sweeet to make a promise.

Me: Omg you'll never love me anymore if i lost my hand :(
He: No, i will still. I promise you, i'll still love you. I'll give you my another hand if you lost yours.

Haha this is all rubbish. I would never lose my bloody hand man. Haha!! Okay pixx. My hair is flying all over and it's such a bad hair day. Do support http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com/ alright! ^^

Baby with my pinky sunnies, my pretty boy :)
We're getting all our sweetness back honeyboy. Let all good things last.
You're the first guy that i ever thought of spending my lifetime with,
I'll love you now and forever.

Bad mood

2009-07-08T17:14:00.002+08:00

I was okay for today. I was happy that I got all my mood for my work I wasn't any lazy billy today. I did all of my work today and I was happy. I can't imagine that too but yes. But after i reach home everything is ruined, even my fucking happy mood turn into such a bitch. I was being nice today to come home so freaking early but i was accused. What the hell is this. What the heck is your problem bitch.
I spent my yesterday with my boy and today with my girlz in schlz. I didn't had a great day today.
Anyway do support http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com okie!! I need yr help thanks! :)

ASSHOLE. I.NEED.TO.VENT.MY.ANGER.SOMEWHERE~

Happy date

2009-07-06T23:00:00.003+08:00

Hi sweettards i'm back in post. Sorry for the pixx size as my blogger is still such a bitch who fails to upload pixx. Okie i try my best to make small small leh! :) Haha today's another holiday again, yay i'm so happy alright no schlz. Met babyboy today, had my photoshoot at Krystle's condo. Yesterday night was actually terrible.. had a tiff with boy, but it tend to make us closer after that. Okie my date for today was a very very happy one! And anyway, do support http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com/! Collection #03 is launched with oversized boyfriend tops, denim jackets, and all the flora dresses! School's in tml, I'm sad cause i bu xi huan schlz :( And i'm more sad now that there's no comments for my post!! :( Okie bye! Hearts and kisses from xoxo.

We had such a nice and simple date today, but it turns out to be such a happy one. Babyboy remember this, I'll never gonna take you for granted, and i never did. All your actions, all that you've done for me, i've appreciated them and cherished them. Love you 2 bits, babyboy. You're forever there when i need a hug so badly like today.

Happy youth day!

2009-07-05T21:39:00.002+08:00

I think the pixx size is so bloody big. Blogger is such a sucker who fails to upload pixx. Yesterday I spent my whole day out with my baby boy to town and then went back to seasons park at night for adrian's party and i left earlier. Today i'm such a good girl that I stayed at home due to all my flu cough sore throat and the rest of h1n1 symptons. See i listen to my baby boy and my happy seed not to go out of my house. I mizzed the special weekend service today. Sorry girlz that didnt went to hear you all sing. I'm bloody sad cause daddy nearly bought me something from online using his visa, but in the end everything was in fucking USD!! Okie chill. I feel so sad i need to shop. I need to meet my girlz soon!! Yay it's holiday tmlz. Anyway support http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com/ kay! Okie i shall stopped blogging.

It's just 15 days ahead to 20th. Remember the huge strawberry above? Remember how did you pass it to me? You had very bad tummyache when you're just back in sg from genting, but you rushed to cck just to meet me despite all the aches you have. Heh hehz I love you so much okie baby boy despite you forced me to stay home today when you know i dont like it to be at home. I love the way you behaved when you're tricked by me. HEH HEH ^^

School starts

2009-07-04T00:16:00.002+08:00

Blogger was such a bitch for this past few days. I was real lazy to upload my pixx in photobucket to be transferred into here kay. My lappy on the first two days of school reopen. First day of schlz was perfectly fine. There's no hair check attire check. After school went over to look for baby. Tuesday went to vivo with babyboy after school, caught the show land of lost. it's totally meaningless to watch it but it's really hilarious. Wednesday went to meet Irene after school at Yishun, then headed to Jurong for our work. There's no much gain at all, what a waste on that day. Thursday crashed into Chrystal's house for project work after schlz. In the evening, went over to swim with baby and Weihao. And friday, caught the show ice age 3. Haha it's really cute I swear :3
I couldn't catch up with all my holidays assignment man, sigh! Anyway my cough flu and other acheness have been very bad! I got all the symptons of h1n1 except for fever. Aww i'm feeling so sick.

16 more days, to 20th. Babycasper, thanks for being such a patient boyfriend, such a sweet tard who always gives me surprises, who always send me home no matter how tiring you're, who always tolerate me for my nonsense. You're always stuck in my mind, honey. Love you deep down in my heart.

I wasn't feeling right when I realised this is how much we've drifted. From girlz who always have h2h to hi & bye friends, to now.. someone might get irriated when the bunch started talking. Life's like this, I couldn't do anything much to amend anything else, I just could move on, just could mizz all the moments I'd before, I just could feel all the heartbreaks.

Last day of holiday

2009-06-28T22:04:00.002+08:00

Filming was like big fuck. Haha i hate it so much it's totally wasting my time. I've been cabbing here and there today= i'm totally broke. Bad hair day somemore. Head town with baby after that and then home sweet home. I can't believe my one day will be spent like this :( Wasting bloody time seeing childish kids. Haha.
Not much pixxx so sorry yeah. I don't like so much of the pixxx today i've taken. I think I spent alot of $$ whenever I got my allowance and dua fuck is that i've no savings. There's so many tops and bottoms I wanna get, and i need to return money to my mum and some other people. My parents seemed to want bloody control me when they don't understand what am I thinking. Okie i think i'm posting like a bitch. School's in bloody tmlz. Wtf can school holiday extend? All my work are not done and there's so much to catch up in my work. Bloody hell i need time for everything. I've not been feeling so well this few days too lack of so much sleep man. Hell my cough is really bad. Okie SUPPORT http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com/ OKIE SWEETHEARTS! :)

I'm taking forever to pack my stuffs man :(
I'm off to pack my bag and my table and my work.
Bye xoxo.

Tonight my heart's with you, hun.
Take it and fly to heaven with me.

My best childhood friend

2009-06-27T23:52:00.005+08:00

Hi babies i'm back in blogging. I'm feeling so tired and my tummy's hurting me so badly because of my gastrics :( Today went to fleaflyflo with Geokkoon and then lepak over at Haji Lane and then headed to find my babyboy then went over back to cck and then he send me home! Flea market was packed with people and I couldn't breathe. I saw familar faces, and I saw Huaiying!! ^^ Well, thoughts of sharing just came across my mind, I think i was like a total bitch having no feelings today when i'm out with my dear boobsfriend, shall share upon this great friendship we had between each other.

This wasn't any simple friendship, simple friend, simple bonding i had with just some human next door. But it was one tough,loving,encouraging,caring one throughout all.
We met in kindergarden before. But we don't even have any impression, we met during our pri schl days, those days were the strongest, hardest, most memorable we had together.
We were bestfriends that no one could separate us. We were like lesbian holding hands in school, taking photo like photo madness, looking at hot guys with the rest of the girlz, scream shout yell like nobody business, sneak into each other's class, had late night talks until morning, we could laugh for hours like nonstop.

We could talk loud, scream loud. Our taste are always the same, we like the same stuffs same colours, we used to be penpals and always write letters to each other. We used to fall on the same guy, we used to cry together, we used to go out together, we used to sneak out of school together. Times we quarrelled, we bitch about each other, we fought we yell we scream at each other, but till now you're still the one I trust, the one closest to me since young.
You're never fail to be there for me whenever I need you, whenever I cry, whenever I need someone there to hear all my thoughts, whenever I gossip about someone treating me bad, whenever my family nags at me, whenever i quarrel with my boyfriend, whenever girlz are bitching about me. I rant all my dirty little secrets to you, and each one will get an encouraging advice from you. Remember times I wanted to run away from home? You and someone else were worried sick about me, remember times I cried so badly on phone when I broke up, you were there staying awake just to be there for me. Thanks for yr shoulder for being always there, my dear boobsfriend. Remember this, i'm always here for you always and forever. I knew deep down inside your heart there's some little secrets that you didnt share with me, you were just keeping quiet down not letting anyone to go in. I could see them all, I could read your mind like usual. Boobsfriend, in life there's always problems, I know you're missing someone very badly, I know you're needing of something, I can read them and know them all. My girl, i'm always here for you kay. Share it with me, dont keep inside your heart anymore. I know it's hurting you very badly.
You're still the best, boobs. The special and unique friendship i ever had, I love you Geokkoon.
Remember, i'm forever here, i would be crying with you during yr down times, i would still be laughing with you during your happy times.

Okay i'm so called done with my special dedication post already. Omg it's 12:19 am and i got my fliming tml at 7.30am wth wth i need some sleep very badly. Okie once i'm done with my dinner i'll be on bed ^^ Anyway kindly support my sales journal pretty plzzz~ I'm forever so broke. Love you all, xoxo.

I've never been sick of you, never been tired of anything from you. But i've never got enough of you, I want more and more of you. Babycasper, happy 188th day. We're gonna walk down in faith, and there's gonna be only me and you.

Precious time

2009-06-27T01:24:00.005+08:00

Work ended at 3pm. I was caught sleeping in the office today. After work crashed into Krystle's condo and went for a swim. We were talking all the way about guys this evening, heart2heart was power. After that went home and went out to fish with my family aftermath dad brought me to eat my favourite food that I was craving for the whole week. Thanks daddy :)
Babyboy was back in sg this noon and yay i'm meeting him tml!!
Oh yeah goodbye to king of pop, Micheal Jackson. Rip alright.
Flea with Koonie Boobs tmlz, Filming on sunday morning till noon. My work are all not done and i.don't.have.time.for.that :( I'm sick down with very horrible sore throat and cough. My head's forever spinning.

I need more time for my shoppingz, need more time to catch up on my work, need more time to date with my boy, need more time for my lovely girlz, need more time to relax and enjoy. Need more time to reflect on myself and to be serious. Can i have the time for all this? :)
Chill. Next monday schl's reopening. I can't wait to see all my sweethearts :)
Okie i'm off from here, Byez.
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That were all about, me and you.

Mixtape

2009-06-25T21:38:00.002+08:00

You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you.
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know...

But you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than
that, about me and you..

You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say that you feel
Like he's the one
I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I
Feel, you don't know..

'Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish that there was more than
That, about me and you..

Oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah it crushes my head when you call me
Your friend and I'm not the same person
From back in the day in the back of the
Class that you thought was gay
No I can't find the words 'cause I lost them
The minute they fell out my mouth
And it's love and I'm in it, so give me your
Lips and just let me kiss 'em and let's
Get messed up and listen to probably..

The best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than
That, about me and you

My short and adorable bff

2009-06-24T23:53:00.010+08:00

Yesterday went out to study at mac in the morning with Shimin. We spend 3 bloody hours there but we didn't do anything much man!! :( Haha was playing with the effects of my cammie and her cammie. Heh hehz it was totally so fun lah. After that met with Chrystal together with her then we went our separate ways. Sorry girls, will join you all for movie next time kay! :) After that headed town to meet Irene Krystle Yuting for work. Heh hehz spent quite a fun time with them. After that went over to find my babyboy, he cooked dinner for me. Heh hehz thanks baby! ^^ Then lepak for a while he send me home. Then home sweet home. Pixx spam all the way.

The rest @ fb. Heh hehz babyboy left for malaysia this morning, i'm like mizzing him so badly right now. Shall stay at home today to catch up with my work and watch all my videos!
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My guardian angel, cover me with your wings.

Honeypie

2009-06-24T00:09:00.003+08:00

My life is in such a mess. I'm in debts!! I think I can't control the way I spend kaching kaching $.$. Okie so people help me with my sales journal items kay!! :) http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com. Wo hui ai ni men hui de! ^^

Today me is such a happy girlz. I met my babyboy and went out with him finally after so long. He was flirting with his dota from morning all the way to afternoon can! I don't like it man dotaa, you suck boyfriend stealer game :( Okie we went lot1 to select our rings then went to queenstown and then we went over to clarke quay. I saw Eugene Chan Yong Chuen and then my temper's boiling hot!! :( Okie then babyboy bought me a pair of shoes that is on sale! Thanks baby very very much though I didnt ask for it. Then we went back to cck and on the bus back we were like happily talking about those few months we ever started :) Went to cotton on and shiat i buy stuffs again. I can't stop it man. I'm really in debts.. :( Haha then we went walk walk and talk talk then we went home.

I think i'm really happy that i'm getting back all my happy times after talking everything out. This is my real smile, perhaps? :)

Honey, happy 184th day. I'm loving you still so much as before.

You and Me

2009-06-23T11:46:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I only had one meal, dinner. I was homed for the whole day, having moodswings and then I'm turning crazy. Last night I was on the line with my boy, yes finally i had something off my heart from so long. I've been talking about our relationships, our feelings, our this our that. I'm so glad that at least I talk things out with you, I'm being so paranoid. I cried i weeped so badly but thank God at least I'm feeling so happy now. I didn't know I'll fell so deep for you, in the past I always tell myself, Guys are just jerks. If one day I'm gonna be in a relationship again, i'm never gonna fell so deep again. Yet, I guess I did. Despite our distance, despite so many problems we had, we're still together after so long. Our 1 2 months were really.. perfect I can say. I really love those times when we're shy here and there, when we had our first hug first kiss. We'll do all that again, will we? All the places we visited in our first few months, all the stuffs we did together. It's a love story, baby just say yes?

Breakdown

2009-06-22T16:45:00.002+08:00

I woke up, I started weeping. What's wrong with this whole world. I seemed to be very lost here, there's no lighthouse standing there guiding me when i'm in total darkness. I'm confused, my head spinning. Everything's changing, everything's not like before. I'm breaking down, into different parts, different pieces. Is there anyone who could piece me back together as one again? I just need you to be closer.. I don't want to wake up alone realising that there's no one together with me at all.

Papa day

2009-06-22T00:37:00.001+08:00

Today's father's day. Went to church in da morning met my girlz, the service was great and the drama was coolio. The drama the guy's tattoo was hellokitty, cool uh. And the two ahbengs in the drama hugged each other and said sua lah sua lah to each other, how funny is that. After service headed home straight. I thought there were some program going home at home, yet there wasn't. Haha had alil h2h with my krystle when way back home. I slept in the evening till night and I'm like so active now. I did a lil card for my dad today, I might be a disappointing daughter to you daddy, but you're such a great dad who did so much for me. Thanks daddy :) Well it's Max's birthday today! Happy birthday Max, haha you had yr house burn down and that's why yr hair is so short now!! I understand. Haha kidding lah :) Enjoy your bday kay? :) Pixxx!!

Lovin' them my girlz. Heh hehz :)
Ohyes support http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com!! Updated with new collection!
I mizz my loverboy so much man. Going out later to meet him. Heh hehz. Oh shiat i got schlz tml and I just realised it. Damn it. Okie shall go off now!

You got my head having the picture of you,
spinning right round and round.

180 days

2009-06-21T00:42:00.001+08:00

Hi huns, i'm back in sg last night. The 3 days in bintan was pretty great. Relax and did enjoy it.
Day 1,
Reached there. Had seafood in the noon as lunch then went over to the resort. I can't imagine I slept for the whole afternoon there. I found myself alone sleeping inside the resort when others were suntanning outside. Wth. At night had western food as dinner.
Day 2,
Woke up the latest. Had buffet breakfast and the food was like shit. Aftermath we went over to some towns in Bintan, shopped alil. Then had seafood again. Haha then went back to resort sleep.
Day 3,
Woke up early to see the sunrise. It was really beautiful, there were so many people like us waking up in the morning just for that. After breakfast suntan for the whole noon. Then went over to the ferry terminal and walked around. Then home sweet home.
Okie me and my brother. We don't look alike i know. Heh hehz.
Today went out to meet up with my loverboy. Caught the movie Ghost of ex girlfriends' past. It didn't turn out as what I thought it was like, but after all it was quite meaningful. After that went over to his house and babyboy cooked for me noodles as my dinner. Heh hehz then lepak lepak for a while then headed home.

Happy 180th day, 6th monthsary to my loverboy!
Though our minds are both so different, but we got the same fate which brought us together.
It's hard for you to put yourself in my shoes I understand, as it's hard for me to put myself in your shoes too.
But whatever it is, we'll hang on tight like we always do.
You're just the guy that I could have place all my love on, making me falling in love with you so deep. I love you babycasper, xoxo :)

More pixx over at facebook. And there would be a new collection coming up on http://amaranthinecollections.blogspot.com/! So stay tune :)

6th monthsary in advance

2009-06-17T00:46:00.003+08:00

Today's such a happy day. Met love at far east plaza supposingly to buy his top but didnt in the end. While waiting for him catch up with Krystle on the line alil :) We went dee-ly-dare-ly in town then went off to jurong to get our picnic items ready then headed off to botanic. I was feeling so sad that the sky was turning dark soon when we reach there. Haha but thank God the sun was very bright even when it's reaching 7pm. Amen!! :) Okay we did rubbish we did nonsense we did nothing much there. We just eat eat eat and take photo and spam. After that went to look for our stuffz then had h2h at cck. We had picnic is actually to celebrate our.. 6th monthsary in advance! :)

This is us most probably around 1 month plus when we're together :)
And this is now. Haha.
You never fails to be the sunshine brightening up my life when i'm feeling so down so lost, when I need someone so badly you're always the first to come beside me and give me a little hug. You ever cabbed over in the midnight to my house just to cheer me up. I know of you keeping troubles inside your heart, as you didn't want me to worry much about you. Remember times when you're in genting last yr? You called me almost every night when you're over there. Remember the first movie we watched together? We were so shy when we're beside each other. But in the end both of us took the step to move closer. Remember the first time we were talking to each other on the line? Your voice was so nice or rather a need of me to hear it before I sleep every night. Remember times when you ignored me and I feel sad, you'll tend to realise it and move closer to me and let me in your embrace. Remember times when I cry at the playground, you wipe all my tears and told me not to cry. Remember times we hang out at vivo, we went to our secret place to slack where there's no one there only the both of us. In the past, I thought you were just a friend there for me to share my little secrets, to share my problems and my troubles.. yet things doesnt just meant to be only like this.

You turns out to be, a guy who I wanna spend my life with. A guy who touched and melted my heart, a guy who understands me inside outside. A guy who could tolerate my everything, a guy who changed me for a better, a guy who brighten up my life, a guy whom I love him so much inside out. We've both changed alot I guess, but there's one thing between us that never changes, which is the love within us. It's still so deep, so irreplaceable. There'll never be a second you on this earth, honey. Though the 3 words, " i love you" seemed like a phrase to us in our daily lifes, but it's still the 3 simple words I wanna tell you. I love you, Cyrus. Never got enough of you, but I want more and more of you. Happy 6th monthsary in advance boy.
I'm leaving for Bintan tmlz, kisses goodbye to all :)

All about ME ME ME

2009-06-16T00:05:00.002+08:00

I'm forever late for my work can you believe that. Rushed out to work today, work was so so boring I was sleeeping :( Work ended at 4pm today!! Happiness* :) Haha went out to meet love. Headed for shoppingz and then went for our neoprints. Heh hehz then lepak at cck for a while then homed. Me is getting more broke lehz. Me wanna date so many girlz of mine. Me is gonna be out of sg in 1 days' time. Fugging biatch i want stay in sg. Going bintan's such a bore. Me is so excited for tmlz picnic with love! Me wants people to support my blogshop!! http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com!! :) Me mizz my classmates cliques boobs girlz. Me hatez my comp cause it's foreverz having problem and i cantz watch my bof. Me is tired. Me wanna sleep. Me mizzes Cyrus. Me wants to buy so many junks. Me want $$!! Me want more comments. Me want to pack all my junks into one big junk. Me want to pack my luggage for my bintan trip but me is too lazy. Me need to repaint my nails. Me is happy cause me's mouse now is pinky. Me is stressed cause me never touched me's homework. Me hates pimples. Me needs to sleep soon. Me is off to sleep now! :(

ME LUVZ YOU KAY CYRUS!! :)
ME COUNTING DOWN FOR 20TH, IN 4 MORE DAYS' TIME.
ME IS HAPPY CAUSE IT'S THE 6TH MONTHSARY.
ME SCREAMS YAY AND ME KISSES GOODBYE! ^^

175 days

2009-06-15T00:16:00.006+08:00

It's sunday again. Haha my phone went haywire today supposingly going down to visit baby's church. Haha instead I overslept and my phone kept on diverting. After that in the noon went down to meet baby and went over to townz to shop. Bought my shoes finally after a zillion yearz. Baby's so poor thing kay, he's happily asleep now. He didn't sleep for a night yet he's out with me to townz to shop. Okay aftermath went to amk to lepak and head back to cck.
Anywayz please support http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com kayz! ^^

My honey bunny, it's just 5 more days away. We've been thru so so much together yet nothing could separate us but keeping us sticking to each other so tight. Remember the first time you tell me about bedtime stories. Remember the first time we kissed at the playground. Remember the first night we've been together outside? Remember the chalet we had together? Remember times where we've been to movie marathons? Remember times we've been to wildwildwet, escape? Remember times that I went over to find you with my uniform which make me look like primary schlz kid? Remember the first time we're on phone? It's you giving me morning call. Haha I could remember the 16 morning calls you made to me. Haha. Remember the first plushie ya gave it to me? You're the first guy who could tolerate me for my lousy attitude, first guy who gave me real roses, first guy who celebrated valentine with me, first guy who I stayed overnight outside with, first guy whom I gazed stars with, first guy whom I want to spend my lifetime with, first guy whom wipe my tears off, first guy whom took my heart and melted it completely. There's still so much paths to walk down, so much beautiful sceneries to look at with you. I love you babyboy, you're just so different from any other guy on streets. It's never easy to walk down so many hard times together, but with your faith and everything in me we did it. Without you, I wouldn't be so strong so tough. Without you, there wouldn't be so much joy and happiness. Happy 175 days :)
Xoxo,
Regina.

Out with family

2009-06-14T00:23:00.006+08:00

Basically i'm out with my familyz today to town. Heh hehz we went to museum to visit some Cheena items. Then headed to Suntec for the PC fest and for carrefour and for shoppingzx and for food. I think today's quite enjoyable. It's been long since I crashed into town with my family man I still mizzes times when my daddy told me to grab everything I like. Those times were just.. so irreplaceable. Haha i mizz being such a little girl who is so pampered by my daddy. Okay shall stop the crap. After that went down to meet my babyboy, he came over to meet me at my deck. Haha met his aunt uncle and his cousins. Okay he gave me a peck of kiss and passed me the huge strawberry girl toy. It's very adorable thanks baby! :) Haha he's finally back in sg. Aww finally. He kept saying 4 days without me it's like 4 years. Haha. Ohyeah he got his hair, red stripped. Omg it's damn chio. I like i like but he did it without me. Hurt my hweeling :( And yes pixx from camp.

Love you all :) Heh hehz for making my camp so enjoyable kayz. Btw I think i looked like cock.

Well I'm leaving for Bintan in a few days time. I really don't wish to get tan man but why my family luvz being so tanned!? I think I'll mizzed this place so much man. Yayz shopping tmlz.

Mizzed you badly, Cyrus. 6 days more :)

Be on you

2009-06-12T23:42:00.006+08:00

I'm feeling so tired. I've been sleeping for the whole noon till 10pm just now. I'm back from church camp, don't you people mizz me :( The camp was a very enjoyable one, service was great. But after all I preferred last year's one. The night walk for this year was kinda crappy cause we're all blindfolded but I saw every single thing happening outside. Haha. We did Singapore Records of using 2010 lightsticks to form a logo for the olympics games. The night was very beautiful I swear kay. I met Eugene Chan in the camp, haha he's such a idoit to diaoz me all the way man. It was enjoyable in a way that I got my girls around too. Oh yeah before I went to campz, I met baby before he leaves for Malaysia. Heh hehz had a great evening with him. We've not been sleeping well as we've been awake in nights together. Aww i'm missing my honey so much man. Anyway I got so many overdued pixx. I lost my voice during the camp. Aww. Support http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com!!

I'm awaiting for tml for you to be back. It's been 4 days since I last seen you. I mizz you so much and how i wish you're here with me now. I mizzed your voice so much.. as I never fails to hear your voice every night. I playbacks all our recordings, I look at all our pixx together. Honey you're not any ordinary guy on streets, but the only key to open my heart and melt it. You aren't like any bastards outside, but you treat me with all your love and pamper me. You might have already spolit me long ago, but my love for you have never changed. It's still the same since 173 days. We've walked thru different kind different types of path together, we've walked all that together with joy and unhappiness. But I'm happy, cause I got you beside me still. You never move away from me, never fails to make a smile on my face, you never fails to melt my heart each time I'm together with you, i'm lucky to have you. There's still so much to walk together with you, we can make it together, can't we? :) Let's walk on further together, I luvz you my honeybunny. I'm stuck in yr embrace baby.

Best friends forever

2009-06-10T00:22:00.001+08:00

I'm so sorry for being such a bad friend, boobs. Since young, you're always there for me. Gossips with me, bitch together with me, laugh together, jump together, sad together, emo together. You never fails to be there when I'm stuck in relationships, you know every single shit about me. Through inside and outside. We know everything about each other so wellz. Remember times we always write letters to each other? :) Sneaking into each other's classes? Even in secondary schoolz, we tried to sneak into each other's schoolz. Remember times we had truth and dare together and we did something so disgurting together? *Our secret okay? :)* Remembering us drinking together in the chalet, sitting on the swing together. Crying together. Everytime I cry, I'll always think about you. You're the first one who heard me crying thru the phone. The first time I broke down, you're the first one there for me. There might be times we bitch about each other, times we quarrel like fuck, but all bad times of that are over. We've gone thru thicks and thins. I'm sorry my dear girl, I love you deeply still. Neo geok koon, you're not a ordinary friend I could find on streets, but you're a precious gem that it's one and only on earth. You'll never be replace by any other one. Outside world might see you as a ordinary one, but to me, you meant a bloodbond-ship, and you make the 3 words, "best friends forever", so true.

Little Ponyz

2009-06-09T02:13:00.005+08:00

I spent my day with my little ponyz Chermaine. I had such a great time relaxing myself today. It's fun going to town walking around. My ponyz bought so much jilapangzxs for herself. Haha she's so adorable and I luvz her to the core.

We did jumpshots but we failed. We ran across roads like crazy women. We laughed so loudly that people look at us. We screamed for a hot guy who pick up Chermaine's wallet. We sat down on the ground just so sudden. We pose with our sexy legs. We had a lot of h2h talks. I want more of you Chermaine. Nobody nobody, but you :) Luvz you pony and thanks for being there today.
I'm feeling much more better. Thanks everyone for the concern.

Anyway support, http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com :)

Dumbfuck

2009-06-07T22:50:00.003+08:00

Can you imagine that I'm having high fever now typing infront of my laptop. Is there really something wrong? Dumbfuck I really don't know. I feel so breathless.. maybe I'm feeling really tired. Can you really tell me why? I've been weeping for nights. I don't even know why am I crying for fking goodness sake. I just cry all I want. I need a hug very badly, can someone just hold me so tight and never let go until it's a minute? Spare me just one minute. One minute.. will do.

Burden

2009-06-07T00:19:00.002+08:00

Honey, I didn't know I was such a burden to you after so long. I thought I treated you the best, I thought I treasured and cherished more than others do. Yet I realised, I don't know what's going on in your mind. You've been always the one there for me when I'm facing problems, remember everytime I cry? You're always there wiping off my tears, making a fool of yourself to be able to make me smile. But what have I did for you? N-o-t-h-i-n-g perhaps. I know why you don't share how you feel, cause you've never want to hurt me. Cause you never want me to cry. I'm always so useless to hurt you with all my words, I didn't realised how lucky and fortunate i'm to have you. You never fails to send me home every time we met despite how late, how tiring you are. You're just such a great boyfriend, yet I can't be up to that standard to be the ideal girlfriend of yours.. I'm sorry.

Hugs and kisses

2009-06-06T05:54:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling so shag so exhausted. I've not been sleeping since last night, and I'm just back from outside. It's now 5:30am in the morning. Friday went out to work. Haha tell you what, I was late for work. I was.. 1 and the half hour late. When I entered the office, it's lunch time. Haha how kute. Worst of all i wore a bloody heels out and it causes me to have so many.. bloody blisters.
After work rushed over to Yishun to meet Max Irene Jingting. Then bused to Changi and then to expo. Went for the Songs of Solomon, though I didn't catch anything much from there but overall it's really great. After that went over to Bedok. Planned to have my supper cum dinner there but there wouldn't be bus back! Aww so bused to woodlands with Jingting & co, then cabbed home with them. Was online chatting with my boobies kooniezxs for a while then headed out to meet my BabyC nearby my house. Haha went over to have my supper at cck then went to lepak lepak in the middle of the night. Yayz shall be out tmlz again. Haha I think I need some sleep so badly
:(

Could you still remember the every first attempt we had together? :)
The first time you tried to woo me, the first time we watch movie together, the first date we went on, the first hug you gave me, the first time we held hands, the first time we gaze stars together, the first time you called me on phone, the first time we had meals together.. and many first times. I think it's so nice to recall and remember all of them. It's like all, so sweet. Not many could remember such this uh.
Well to my dearest babyC, happy 166th day. I'm always trying to be the best for you. I know i've alot of flaws but thankyou for doing so much for me kayz. Luvz you :)

Together we'll make it love, forever we'll make ourselves smile

2009-06-03T23:21:00.002+08:00

Hi sweettards i'm back. Tuesday, went back to schlz for remedial. After remedial went to work. I was very very bored in the office. Haha after that home and watch my bof ^^ Wednesday, went out with my babyboy finally. Heh hehz hanged out together and had a great time. Today, went back to schlz for geography lesson. Wtf i was late and I stood up for the whole lesson. Freaking asshole. After lesson hang out at canteen with Wanlin & co. Then headed to work. Haha thank God today work for only 2 hours. And i'm home sweet home now :)
I miss my girls so much man! :'(
Next week, youth camp. Bintan trip, cellgroup mutiply, 6th monthsary :)
You made my heart beat so fast whenever I see you, I thank God for you entering my life.
You melt my heart completely, with that smile of yours. There's never an empty promise from you, never once. You forgive every mistake I do, though I might be really dumb and silly.
You wipe my tears when I cried so hard, you let me into your embrace when I need one so badly, you never fails to make me smile when I'm feeling low, you never fails to touch my heart with your actions.
Remember how we been through together during hard times? Remember how much we didn't want to leave each other? Every ups and downs, it's not easy to walk down together.
Baby, thanks for everything you've done for me kay. I'll always remember every single thing, every little actions you did for me. Happy 164th day :)
16 days more, to half-a-year anniversary. My love burns even stronger when each day goes by.

Sunshine boy

2009-06-01T23:55:00.002+08:00

I just came back from outside. Heh hehz went out with my boy today, went to woodlands then randomly go over to Jurong Point then head back to cck and lepak lepak again! Haha.
Well was like randomly talking about how me and him started.. well it's all in a special way :) Shall talk about it during the coming up 20th :)

I feel so tired and there's schlz for me tml. Aww there's work tmlz too :( Reporting time, at 10:30am. Schlz at 8am! :( Okay shall go off to watch my boys over flowers :)
Thanks baby for buying snacks for me to eat while watching, though you hate girls who shouts for hot guys in shows! Haha :)

"The first time, I ever felt.. so special towards someone. It's so different from past relationships.
I could still remember the first time my heart was melted completely, just with that smile of yours :) "

You melt my heart complete, with that smile of yours

2009-06-01T10:32:00.002+08:00

Hi sweetards. Yesterday was a happy sunday. Extremely great sunday I ever had alright! :) Service was great, it was the mini emerge. Had parades of schools, cheerleadings performance, old school's dance performance, Strikeforce drum's performance and etc. Praise and worship was a blast man. Yuting and I really did went so high and low. Haha! After service, went over to meet my babyboy. Heh hehz went to lepak lepak with him and then intend to go over to Vivo. Haha took bus, halfway we alighted at Thomson Plaza. Haha he told me it was a bore, so we saw the bus going jurong coming! haha took the bus and went to Imm. Heh hehz bought my picnic mat, baby bought me a sunflower. How cute right! :) Then went over to cck, lepak lepak again!! ^^ Haha then had h2h. Ps: I don't know why i just like to talk to people so much, especially my boyfriend! :) Then my cramps came back and I was in pain. Baby walked me home as usual.
During service, my girls! :)
Thanks for the lovely sunflower my babyboy :) Heh hehz. He was so adorable enough to give me morning call just now as I said I wish to see him the first one in the morning when I wake up. So he's the first one I heard his voice when I wakes up. Haha! Have been watching boys over flowers past few days, really great okay. I think me and michelle can watch together lah, keep tearing. Haha!
Holidays have started, aww. Shall plan for dates with my boy, my girls and family. Heh hehz!
Picnics, suntan, shopping!!
Supposingly to work today at Dad's office, but he's not free. Aww no money coming in again :(
Shall blog again later. Going out to meet my lovely boy later ^^^

Wanlin Gentleman, Cheerup. We're all here for you :)

So call me your sugar

2009-05-30T16:21:00.003+08:00

Hi sweetlings. There's a problem with my lappy. Aww so now I'm using my brand new desktop. Heh hehz. Last Thursday gave schoolz a miss. Then went out with my Vivien! :) Haha met her and then headed to bugis. Walked around then went over to Pasir ris in the evening. Left the place earlier and went home. Yesterday went to meet my babyboy. Aww finally met him after 2 days. Went over to meet him then went to Jurong Point. Heh hehz walk around then went to cck to slack. Pixxxx!! ^^
Hehhehz luvz you minako :)
Okay june holidays have started already. Aww i guess for this holidays most of the time I would be stuck at Dad's office working for him. Heh hehz but it's okay to suffer at least I could get my money and still be able to meet my baby and my girls :) I'm effing broke now. Left with NO notes. Nothing at all, can you imagine that~ I spent my day at home today. My cramps are really really painful. Thank God I did my wall, and it's nicely decorated with pixx :) Aww I miss my babyboy so much yep. Shall go off now :)

Baby,
I'm sorry for whatever things I've done. I know I'm dumb foolish and whatever kay. But, thank you for yr love and everything. I know how are you feeling. I love you so much okay. I don't mind you teasing me as a ugly girl, cause I'm still the luckiest girl on earth, cause I got you my boy! :) I love you so much that even words couldn't describe much. Luvz you, happy 160th day. I'll never want to take a step back from you, nevertheless i'll never leave you.

Loveables

2009-05-27T22:09:00.004+08:00

Hi ya. I've spent my whole day at home except for the 1/2 hour out with my parents. Haha gave schlz a miss again. Sorry girls didn't join you all for the amazing race and sorry Krystle for not helping out with the duty. I sleep alot, eat alot, stare blindly at the laptop screen, daydream, moodswing alot. My cramps are hurting me so badly you see. Haha thanks for bitchzxs being there for me who actually wanted to cheer me up. Heh hehz :) I keep waiting and waiting for that bastard to call me. Yay i'm finally going out tmlz. Last week's pixxx. Thanks Josephine! :)

My girls, how irreplaceable they are.
My dearest Chermaine Pony, I'm always here for you kay. H2h talk, call my number. 8 numbers only don't lazy press! Haha cheerup kay. Luvz you many many and I missed ya so much :)

Aww my june holidays are gonna be boring i guess. 2 weeks in schlz for being punished. haha i think i'm gonna run. or even fly away from there. I'm gonna work at dad's office to do attachment. Gonna be boring but there's money finally. I want to bake muffins! I want to go out shoppingz. I want to party! Picnics, anyone? :)
Anywayz, i know you people are very very nice!! Visit http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com!! And support me with the preorder above? :) Thanks babies. Luvz you all kay.
Anywayz i think my bro is very zai. He got 2nd in class. Haha i've never got higher than top 5 for my grades. And i think in his life, it's the fifth or sixth time already!! :( Aww i'm so jealous and i wonder why am i so dumb.

I'm desperate for your voice, call me please my pretty boy? :(

Lucky to have you by my side

2009-05-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

Hi sweetlings i'm finally back. It's been a very exhausted week. Last Sunday went over to church as usual. Had deliverance the presence was really strong. Tears flowed down, I was moved and got so touched. After service went over to meet babyboy. Yesterday gave school a miss. Meet up with my babyboy. He's so blur that he actually forgot that he's having exams on that day. Haha we spent the day walking around at the park, having h2h, eating, spending money. I broke down ytd after keeping so much to myself.. I actually weeped. I used to think that it was okay, i'm strong enough to handle. Yet actually I'm so weak inside. Today went to schlz and schlz very boring. I h8 it so much. Shall give a miss to schlz tml :) Met babyboy at cck just now. Heh hehz. Pixx-tures here i come.

I didn't realise time flies so fast. I thought I was just giving bgr a try again, but a try leads to such a wonderful relationship. If there wasn't you in my life 5 months ago, there weren't be what I am now. I think we've been through those very very tough times, even when I feel like giving up, you're always there grabbing me up and asked me to stand strong. I think you're the first guy who could give in to me so much, who could really tolerate me. Tolerate me for my naggings, tolerate me for how noisy I am, tolerate me for how crazy how wild I can be. Tolerating my bloody attitude. I admit I'm not the prettiest, not the cutest, not the sweetest girlfriend, not the ideal girlfriend any guy wishes for. But I'm the luckiest,happiest girl on earth, cause I'm holding hands down the road with a special guy, that is you.

I need a hug badly honey

2009-05-23T23:55:00.003+08:00

Today's Saturday. Heh hehz went out with family in the morning then headed out to meet Wanlin & co in the noon. Went over to Chrystal's house. Her party was a blast man. With loud speakers around, and the food was like damn damn nice. Heh hehz then had some games and stuffs. Was laughing like fking mad when Beldric got sabo for almost everything. After her party went over to slack and drank for a while then home sweet home. My babycam died on me. It went haywire and I just realised all the pictures were screwed. Aww bad quality of pictures.

Oh fuck i hate this. I hate this :(
Daryl dont give me that kind of face please.
Haha belated birthday boy!

Happy belated birthday to you, my dearest Hooi :)
Though your birthday is like so so long ago, but we just celebrated today.
Heh hehz have known ya for 2 years plus, been really really close even till now.
I luvz you many many so much ya always know right!!
Happy 14 and last long with yr guy:)

Well there's church tml. Heh hehz. I feel so sad that my babycam died on me.

I miss my babyboy so much!! :( and why there's no comments. Don't die on me my blog.

"I'm so sorry that I couldn't help much. Please realise why am i treating you like this.

You'll understand one day, please don't treat me so nice.

I would feel so guilty.. even more guilty than ever for now."

Baby you pumped my heart up

2009-05-22T23:41:00.004+08:00

It's finally weekends yo. Yay time to party man :) Thursday after schl went out to find baby. Heh hehz went to buy our stuffs and thanks for the tee ya bought ^^
Today, after schl went out to meet my pri schl cliques yo. Haha managed to meet some only.
Wanted to celebrate Yuenshin's birthday but in the end was cancelled. After that went off to Beldric's party. Haha went there late and every fun thing was like over already. So hence land up in his house watching movie. Haha it wasn't a blast at all :( The security guards are damn fucked up. Okay then cabbed home and now i'm home.

Haha look at Eugene's hair. Cmi cmi!! Yayz shall go out with them pretty soon. Awww another party tml at Chrystal's condo. Yayz let's have fun i like i like ^^

Happy birthday to Yuenshin,Beldric and Tan Xinyi :)
All three are close/ used to be so close with me. Heh hehz luv you three. Tan Xinyi that bitch says that she doesnt miss me. Aww hurt my feeling. :(

We'll continue down walking down this road, till the way up to heaven.

5th monthsary <3

2009-05-20T22:57:00.002+08:00

Hey babies out there i'm back here again. Yesterday got back a few of my results. Heh heh was happy that my scores aren't that poor anymore despite me not studying much. But my geography was like a just pass but.. I GONNA STAY IN SCHOOL WITH MR HO during the first two weeks of my june holidays with 11 other people from my class. Aww this is crap man. Hate this hate this :( But my baby promised to come and fetch me everyday for the two weeks :) Heh hehz! Okay then after school ytd went over to church to meet Dorothea and had bible study with Krystle Yuting Samuel Louis. It's very very very hilarious on the bus back. Haha had fun laughing with Samuel Louis and Krystle so much ^^ After that met baby at cck then we went to walk walk and then went to lepak lepak heh hehz. Had heart2heart with him and then back home was on phone with him talking about how we both started.. our first date and everything. It really reminds me alot about the changes this relationship have, how strong we both are now.
Today, went schl and went to disturb people heh hehz. After school, went over to meet baby. My poor boy was sleeping so soundly when I was waiting for him furiously man. Then all my plans and everything didn't work. So we caught the movie Uninvited and then went to eat ^^ and then home sweet home.

Happy fifth monthsary to you and me! ^^

There's so much things that I wanna tell you you know! The small card I gave ya isn't enough space lah!! ^^ Well thankyou for being with me through the toughest time and staying by my side encouraging me. We've been through so much, all the ups and downs. Yet the feeling never goes off, but it stays closer and even stronger within us. Thankyou for being such an understanding, caring, thoughtful, encouraging, sweet and adorable boyfriend! :) Thankyou for letting me in at times when I throw tantrums at you like some bitch, thankyou for understanding how girls' mood can be like to the max despite how I behave towards you. Thankyou for wiping my tears when I cry so hard, thankyou for yr shoulder to let me lie on when I feel so tired and restless. Thankyou for grabbing me up whenever I fall, being the strongest pillar of support. Thankyou for your piggybacks when I felt so extremely tired. Thankyou for trying your best to make me smile, make me laugh whenever I feel so down so sad, you aren't negative about it yet you trying your best to be happy and make me smile. Thankyou for your concerns, for taking care of me when I'm sick despite how pale and horrible I'll look like. Thankyou for yr surprises for the two carebears, haha you always make me wonder what will you do next man. You're the first guy that I ever thought of spending my whole lifetime with, we'll still be hands in hands walking down the streets in future. You got the smile which melts my heart wholeheartedly. Thank God that I had you in my life, I love you so much,Cyrus. Happy 150th day.

Haha aww this is so long right. I also know that kay~ Haha this friday and saturday gonna be a blast man ^^ Shall go off now.

With love,
Regina xoxo.

They're gifts that it's free but worth more than a thousand gems,

2009-05-18T20:37:00.007+08:00

Today's marking day. Yay so it's sort of a holiday. I woke up very late and was waiting for my parents to be back home. Then headed to bank with them to settle all the blahblah things. After that dad drove me to Krystle's house. Heh heh went swimming at Krystle's condo with Chermaine Weiling Yuting Krystle. Haha was having piggybacks, sitting on some stupid chair that Yuting and Weiling handmade, seeing people spar, disturbing people, chasing the security guard away, snapping photos of baby in the pool, eat nonstop, laugh nonstop, singing nobody by wonder girs with Chermaine clapping our hands so bloody loud, camwhoring with Krystle. We sounded so sick but it's really very very very fun!! ^^
Then we went to the steamroom. Haha I feel so hot and me Chermaine and Krystle like having mini praise and worship in there :) I had such an enjoyable day man! Home sweet home after my lovely bath and I'm feeling so tired.
Pictures' time! ^^
PS: The photos below might make yr tummy hurt as it might make you laugh too much.
PS: The photo might hurt your eyes cause it's very disgurtings and too unglam.

"Omg why you enjoying hardcore-ness when i frown like a frog"

"Aww I seemed that I never point middle finger before"

"Omg we look so gross."

PS: I'm not a lesbian.
" Haha stick out my tongue to you leh! Don't haolian to me."

"See I'm so nice. See i feel so honoured kissing pretty girl. My babyboy don't jealous!
Actually I never touch her face lah. HAHA."

"WE LOOK SO UNGLAM OMG."

It's really very very fun today! Though I might look so ugly in photo. I didn't had such a nice swim before leh. Haha it was so so fun. There's school tml. It seems to be a holiday to me already. Thanks for today my girls, luv you all :)
Aww I miss my babyboy!
2 more days!! ♥♥♥
I love love love Cyrus very very much :3 Hehzhehz.
I feel so blessed so blessed.

edited,
Okay lah seemin don't jealous. LUV YOU TOO! ^^
/edited.

I love being in your embrace

2009-05-17T21:56:00.003+08:00

Today's Sunday. Went to church per normal but today brought along baby together. Service was alright and then me and my girls kept passing letter to each other from front to back during service. Haha I luv you all my precious girls kay ^^ Muahmuah :) After that went over to Jurong to walk around and shop. Heh hehz then I felt so tired and went home. The day is short but it's tiring. Yay the good thing is that I don't have schl tomorrow. Aren't you jealous about it? :) Haha. My schedule is all so screwed up. Yay i painted my nails pink few days ago but went swimming hence.. faded :( I need to go swimming with my girls, and have my shopping spree.

Well I just read though my archives. Haha a lot of people told me that I've changed alot. Yes I think i've grown up alot by all the different experiences I had, both hard and enjoyable ones. I'm even stronger now. I learn to be more independent :) I'm happy with my current life.
Anyway support http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com! ^^

Yay it's just 3 days away from 20th. Baby, did ya know how I actually felt when I first time you are in my sight? My heart was pumping so hard so fast. That feeling was so special and I didn't know how was love really really like. This relationship with you was so different from other past relationship I've, it was 147 days ago that I felt the feeling for the first time. Babyboy, I wanna spend my lifetime with you. Thankyou for so many things that you've done for me. Thankyou for bringing so much joy into my life. Thankyou for walking out all the darkness path with me.
I love being in your embrace, really very much. I love you to the max, with all my soul.

My heart beats for your presence

2009-05-16T20:55:00.003+08:00

Today's Saturday. I spent my day sleeping for the whole day till evening. I felt so weak in the morning was vomitting so hardcorely. Went out to meet baby during evening. Haha we went to Old Woodlands and had alot of fun there. I don't know why I luv Cyrus so so so much horh. Haha. I'm going to do all this stuffs this holiday!

Deco my room.
Buy new tops and bottoms and dresses!
Earn $$ and save $$
Picnic! ^^
Suntan :)
Enjoy to the fullest. Haha!

Okay I shall go off now. Yay church tml :) Toro from taiwan's coming. OMG HOT GUY! ^^ Byebye with flying kisses. Xoxo.

It seems to be so long already since we've been together. 4 more days to 5th month, how fast is that right. The feeling I first had for you, till now it's still the same. Perhaps even stronger than before. We've gone through so much, the longer we're together, the stronger this relationship is.
Happy 146th day my dearest boy, I luv you deeply like before.

Happy 14, Krystle.

2009-05-16T05:52:00.001+08:00

The last paper was pretty challenging eh? <: Haha thank god I did have time to finish! Last week, Tuesday, Had my home econ paper and I don't know any thing about it. Haha. Met Seemin and then we went to lepak! ^^ Haha this stupid girl don't know how to take train one horh. Make me wait somemore! :( Haha. Wednesday, Went out with Max Weien Irene Jingting. Went to bugis > city hall > Clarke quay. Haha me and Irene bought our swimming suit already! :) Haha had a great time with them. Luvluvz <: Thursday, Went to meet my baby. Haha lepak lepak again. Then went to hub to eat sushi. And then was looking around for his bag. Friday, Went out earlier to meet Weien Max Weijie Irene and Jingting before Krystle's party. Accompanied them to pierce and some of them got their lip and nose piercings. Then headed off to her house and then all of them was there already. Went to swim with Irene at night and the water was bloody cold. But went to sauna after that :) Haha went to lepak with the rest and see them eat. Then the birthday cake was out and then there were a blast of cake smashing. Haha yuting kena so much lah suay. Then after that had h2h talk with Chermaine. Was great lah though it's real short. Then home after that as I wasn't feeling okay.
Happy 14 my dearest happyseed, Krystle!
It's been 2 years or even longer since I've known ya. Haha though we always drift drift drift one but our friendship is always so strong, even the wind also cannot blow us down. You heard me cry, listen to my troubles, lend a shoulder, give hugs to me when i'm feeling so so down. We quarrel because we concerned too much of each other. Remember when we were both so young and went to take neoprints! Haha that was sec1. Sec1 with my bloody hairstyle rmb? <: Rmb us laughing so loud at bugis junction before? Remember times whereby we shop? Suntan? :) Had icecream together? :) Being the pooriest girl in town? <: Remembering us buying bread together and sit down somewhere like ahpek! Haha. You're forever deeply placed in my heart, same as the rest of the girls. Though we might not be so so close like a part anymore, but you all are forever inside my heart. Luvz you krystle darling, muah muah <:

What the fuck you want from me. I really really dislike for whatever your mind's thinking. Mummy, I hope you really could understand that i've changed. I felt so lousy ya know. You don't understand me. Yes.. you don't.

Aww I missed my babyboy so so much. It's 5:52 AM now. I felt so hungry and bored.. Anyway join the mailing list of AmaranthineRoses and support us now!

Fuck all the problems

2009-05-14T23:05:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling so sad. Wtf I feel like ranting every single thing here if I'm able. But it's gonna be so bloody long. Fuck you all the troubles and problems I've.

Maths paper 2 tml. Krystle's party tml. Yes i can do it, last paper. Krystle's party gonna be a blast from noon till dawn man :)

You're the romeo I'm so addicted to

2009-05-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

Well today went out with my dearest boy. It was really a great and pleasant date though it's simple. Went out to meet him and then went to Yishun Park. Heh heh finally found my bottle tree park nearby :) Okay after that went over to Cineleisure and caught the show, Ramen girl. Haha it was greattt :) Aftermath walk around and home sweet home.

Last week met Adelind for a short while :)

Aww tml's home econs exam. Haha the useless and brainless exam. I haven't been studying much recently yet I'm already in the mood for my holidays. Yay meeting Seemin tml :) Okay shall go off now!

And this is for you my dearest boy!

It's been 141th days since we've been together. Time flies so so fast and 9 more days it's our 5th month already! Haha it reminds me alot of the starting of our relationship, our first date first movie first month. Heh heh. And remembered you got a puppy as a gift after few days when you're together with me, see that puppy now grew so so big already! Haha. Luv you so much still like ever before.

Unconditional love

2009-05-10T21:42:00.002+08:00

It's finally Sunday. Went church today and had a great service. Mothers' day drama was really a.. very touching one. Me and Chermaine were like tearing and laughing at each other. Haha! We're nice and understanding daughters that's why we teared alright, stupid Louis was like laughing at me. Aww. The drama really made me reflect on myself, how many disappointments I gave to my mum to handle. Haha after church went over to Jurong Point to shop with my girls.
I realised I am so so so damn broke. Went home and relax. Pictures time babies! ^^

Aww this girl above tried to seduce me last night and now wanted to give me a kiss. Haha!

And aww I missed so many people. Dying to meet them! But can I have more time? :(

I missed my babyboy the most. YAY tml going out with him! :):):) *winks*

Yay next week gonna be a blast. So many parties and shopping sprees coming up.

I want comments and please help me to click on my advertisements! ^^

AND YAY YAY YAY FINALLY MY MSN IS BACK IN ACTION :)

Okay bye! Go fb do my test can. Haha I was shocked that Weiping was the highest among all :)

You caught my flying kisses, and caught me in your eyes.

Sucker

2009-05-09T22:10:00.003+08:00

SUCK BALLS, SOMEONE.
Fking people that spolit my mood.

Well anyway, Happy Mothers' Day in advance! ^^
And happy birthday to Chrystal,Xiaohong in advance :)
Lubblubb you all many many :)

We can make it through for everything love

2009-05-08T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hi i'm finally back after 12 days of not updating. Haha I can't imagine that's so long.
For this 12 days..

I've spent my sunday afternoon and monday evening studying with Yuenshin and did had h2h and catch up alot.
Celebrated my dearest boobsfriend, Geokkoon's birthday at Pizzahut with Johnathan,Qizhen,Eugene,Yuenshin.
Had mug through this period of time and nearly gone crazy.
Met my baby for quite a few days :)
Had got my fringe trimmed and it's like really kns for now.

5 papers down, 4 more to go.
Thinking about how enjoyable having 4 birthday parties after exams I'm gonna mug hard man.
But i'm feeling really stressed up for the first time, gonna have shopping sprees after exams straight.
Go yes go Regina you can do it :)
Okay it's 11:47 pm and i'm happily drinking my breeezer. I'm going off now, Muahmuah with flying kisses ^^
Happy 139th day, I know we can make it through everything. Thanks for being the pillar of support who held me so tight till now. I luv you so much, nothing's gonna change *winks* :)

It's all about you baby

2009-04-27T17:50:00.000+08:00

I've got tons of overdued pictures not updated! Went for Jessie Cuzzie's 21st birthday last Saturday. All I did was eat eat chit chat talk walk their dog. Haha their dog's really cute and her name is baby. She's hyper active and she runs real fast. Haha if my baby cuzzie is walking the dog, I bet he would be lead by the dog rather than he leading the dog. Haha! Sunday headed to church as usual. I think I really got a very nice boyfriend.. as, my dearest boy gave me a surprise. He came all the way down to cck and waited for me there with two big carebears in his hands! I was like really touched you know.. Thanks baby for the lovely carebears :) I really luv being around you, though it might be only for a few minutes. I need to.. S-T-U-D-Y. School was boring to the core.

I was listening to this song attentively on my way home from school. It really reminds me of so much things I've been through. Thank God that I've made it to move on from the past to who I am now.
Shall go off now. Will be on hiatus! Haha i want more comments! <: Heh heh. I'll hug them so close to me, like how close you usually hug me.

Uncolourful

2009-04-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

Can the world be brighter? What's fair and what's perfect?

Shall blog tomorrow again.

I need yr voice badly..

Stress

2009-04-25T14:00:00.001+08:00

I think I can feel the stress of exams already.. it's 1 more week to exams and I've not even started my preparation. I just.. couldn't get anything into my head.

Thursday skipped tution with Geokkoon. Haha I didn't even plan to go as I was sleeping soundly at home until I got her call. Went lot1 library supposingly for studying but in the end we spent our time talking nonstop there. Then had h2h at some voiddecks.

Friday school was boring but got to know more about Miss Chee's past relationships during lifeskill. I think Miss Chee's the first teacher I like in Greenridge man. She's really nice.. and very patient with the class. But so sad that the class took her for granted :'( After school went home to sleep. And then headed for cell in the evening. God's presence was there.. I can sense it. But just didn't got touched.. or moved.

Today's Saturday. I'm so bored. I miss my boyfriend tons. Anyway I've changed my blogskin. Haha i think it's nice and i'm so happy for the first time that I didn't mess up any codes.
Okay no tagboard but comments below the post :) Heh heh shall go off and prepare for my cousin's 21st birthday at changi later. Shall post later!

4th monthsary,

2009-04-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

Hi lovelies i'm finally back to post after so many days of being away from the computer. I've been busy and my internet have been locked for this few days. Yes it's a picture spam post! ^^

Sunday,
Brought Seemin to Church to know more about Daddy Lord. After church headed to bugis and then went over to artfriend to get our art materials. At night went over to amk to meet Siewping and Baby, had sushi over there and then home sweet home. Met Yuenshin in church :) Had a great time bonding with Seemin after not meeting with her for zillion years.

Monday,
It's 20th and it's me and baby's 120th day together. School was really boring. After school headed down to meet baby in the evening. Went over to West Coast Park to celebrate our 4th monthsary. Watched sunset together and had a great time with him :)

Wednesday,
Went over to cck to study with baby today. Didn't get to study much was like fooling around. Then went over to Keathong park and slack around there. Though we only met for a while but it's really nice being around you my dear boy :)

Well i'm going on Hiatus. Shall blog again if i got the time to. Yes midyears are coming, there's so many for me to catch up as I've been slacking for the whole 3 months. Shall spend this time studying hard!
And anyway, on 29 April 09 the show My school daze is coming up! Haha please watch it alright, it's channel 8 @ 9pm! :)
Happy 120th day to my dearest boy, this is the 4th month i'm together with you. Whatever thicks and thins we've gone through together it's not as simple as what people thinks, but through the strong relationship we've, we made through all that. Thanks for being such understanding and caring boyfriend, you're just like a hero to me who comes for my need and to save me any single time I need you so much. You never fails to be there when I need you, never fails to lend me your shoulder and ears to cry and listen to my troubles. You never fails to make me smile whenever I'm so down. I can't imagine anyone having someone like you, because you're the only one for me to hold my hands and lead my life with. I love you, Cyrus :)

Empty promises

2009-04-19T00:04:00.002+08:00

Isn't he hot? Haha me and michelle have been going crazy about his hotness. Okay he's just some random guy who looks hot. I like his hair alot! ^^ Haha but too bad I still luv my boyfriend the most :)

Well today I spent my day with my lovely family members. I thought of alot of disappointments I've brought to my parents. After all the most important one is my studies. I don't wanna hurt them with my empty promises for them furthermore. My name is in the at risk's list, I swear I'm gonna get out of the list this May.
Can't wait to meet my woman, seemin tomorrow :)

Staying strong

2009-04-18T01:30:00.002+08:00

I'll try not to cry i'll try to be strong. So i don't need you to worry for me anymore.
I know i'll grow up and I'll learn to wipe my tears myself.

I love you alot, and I'm sorry for being such a haywire girlfriend.

Selling!

2009-04-15T21:12:00.005+08:00

Preorder of oversized tee!

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Bow not included.
Closing on this sunday, 19th April this sunday!
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Lovely babies

2009-04-15T20:36:00.004+08:00

Hi babies i'm back in post. Yesterday met my loverboy after so many many days uh! Haha like what always do eat eat eat and gaze stars! Should know why I'm becoming fatter each day. Okay school was great but I hate it when I fell asleep during times when I really want to be attentive.
After school today Irene Kevin and Doro came and look for us! ^^ Heh heh. And homed and slept. Anyway mrs tan scolded me for touching my hair in class during science lesson. It's hilarious you see.

(L) Shimin and Tsabitah :) and yes my chawamushi :)
We put in hard work for this alright.

Looking forward to hotpot next friday and meeting Seemin next sunday.

Ohmy midyears are so so near. Shall start mugging!

And anyway help me click on my advs, sweeties! ^^
Even though I don't like the distance so much, I always kept quiet about it. Wondering things would ever change.. I don't want to sigh about this. Cause I believe things will move in a positive way.
Loved being in yr embrace, being the only girl in yr heart.
Thank God for you being the greatest gift in my life.

Keep me safe in yr arms

2009-04-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

I'm like so tired. Had a marathon week last week with different activities every single day. Sunday crashed into Shimin's house for Home econs project. After cooking for the first time, we decided to go to Chrystal's house for the rest of the dishes instead. So went over and cooked quite alot over there. Thanks to her Mum and Dad's help in teaching. Especially our chawamushi, japanese tofu egg. And today had school with my eyes half closed. I was trying to stay awake during Home econs. Thank God I was awake and the dishes were really nice! ^^ Haha after school stayed in school and studied with Quinten and Vienna, and then went over to block to slack. And then home. And yes i did study something today! ^^ Yes I can't wait for tomorrow! I'm meeting my loverboy :)

Tags replies!
ChermaineFelice(:, Haha alright can can will relink you soon! See ya next week. :)
Eugene.Y, alright thanks eugene! ^^
PEIYI,Haha alright alright ^^ You too.
Rose, Haha alright alright ^^ See ya in school.
krystle, Cause alot inactive and I'm lazy to relink :)
Jodi, Haha talk to you already :)
Jiaming, Haha thanks ass!
Sabrina, But not what! So too bad lorh :)
weiping, Haha sure sure. Welcome 8)
Xinying, I remove all the links. I only want link active links mah! Paiseh lah :(
krystle, Haha let's have a trip out again! I need to suntan again.. my skin is like black and white mixture :(
Bigbig, May i know you are? :( opps.
. Yuting(: Haha i luv that day too. Let's have another trip out together ^^
Vienna, I love you too my nana ^^
Jiaming, I'm such a good girl. Not like you, bad ass :)
Renee, Oh HI RENEE :)
Cynthia, Oh HI CYNTHIA :)
PSB, Haha it's a gift from my friend. If i'm not wrong, you can get it at bugis.
Minqian, Hi pussy. Luv you! ^^
Renee, sure will relink ya soon 8D
weiping, Haha it sucks alot okay. Not nice to have flu :(
Carmen!, Haha you are which carmen? Cause.. I don't rmb having sunshineship with any carmen(s)! Haha opps! :(
:], Town area.
Seemin, Yes I can't wait to give you a big hug man. HAHA LUV YOU 8D
Vivien :D, Alright thanks. Luv you too (L)
CARMEN!, Hmm gonna have another soon.
Yanling, Sure will link ya up soon. Thanks :)
Megan, Haha yrs are nicer. Sure, what's your url! ^^
Michelle, I'm so sad that michelle always reject me one. Can't reject me horh the next time! Luv you :)
geokkoon:), Yes my boob-ziies. I'm sad too. How? Meet up and blast our cameras full of you and me one? :)
Wongyilin, Oh alright.
PSB, haha sure. I'll be opening one soon then. But the bows are not included.
Sabrina, Tell you not pretty ler worh :) Haha jy for yr syf ^^
hi, interested? Buy from me then! :) Gonna open preorders for that.
HUAIYING, My cutecute! I missed you alot alot :( Haha don't fall sick so easily kay. Must stay strong, balance yr time well. Don't let stress win over you! :) Luv you.

Yes i'm finally done with this. Shall go off now :)

7 more days to 120th day.
Sorry for being such a bad-tempered one at times who throw tantrums at you. I'm sorry to always cry over small issues and to make you worry about me. But i'm so happy that at least you trust that.. I really do love you despite so much. (L)

In your embrace,

2009-04-11T23:56:00.001+08:00

I'm like such a happy bitch now though I was alil bit saddened of not going for the flea market. But I'm so happy that I met my babyboy today. Though things didn't turn out nice in the beginning but in the end it was really really great spending time with him.
Clarkequay > Raffles Place > Bugis > Cck > Home.
Haha I finally bought a new bag after so long. Yay picture spam again! This time he forced me to do alot of stupid pose can! :(
Though i might said before that I've regretted being with you but actually it was such a big lie. I've never regretted being with you even till today, our 112th day. Even till tomorrow i'll never regret, instead i'm yearning for every part of you. Your jokes never fails to make me smile, especially the silly face you got. I luv you for your sillyness, foolishness. I luv you, Cyrus till the end of the world, I'll be still holding hands with you walking down the street.

Packed week

2009-04-10T23:45:00.008+08:00

This week have been so packed that I hardly could breathe. Monday and Tuesday have been crashing into Chrystal's house for our project. Had heart2heart with her too. Wednesday had a short meetup with my beloved one after so long. I STILL MISS HIM STILL~ Thursday stayed in school for class deco. Had heart2heart again with my loved ones! ^^ Okay and today it's.. good friday. Actually I've posted this whole long post I wanted to post yesterday night, but there's a problem with my dear blogger. It really suck balls at times. My whole post was gone.
Today, Cck > Church > Vivo > Lot1 > Home.
Brought Brandon Eugene Geokkoon Qizhen Quinten to church today. Church was a blast I swear. God's presence was really really great. Met with Yuenshin together with them after church. Haha had a great time at Vivo went to petshop and I swear those little puppies are really really adorable. I might be getting one soon.. but it really hurts me inside hard that I realised I don't have time for them right now. Qizhen left halfway on the trip back to cck. So we headed for our neoprints. GAH HAHA! I swear I didn't took them for very long time already. Quinten wasn't inside the neoprints sadly. Thank God for them to be inside my life seriously, i luv you all many many to da core ^^

Bff luv you all lots! Through everything, still a strong pillar of support for me! Haha Eugene looked like a cancer patient with my hat. Laughs.

Happy 111th day my loved one. I'll make up for this week for you alright. Luv you baby.
"Love is a path to the heart that knows its own way."

You're in my dreams,

2009-04-04T23:34:00.006+08:00

Picture spam. There's more to go but I'm really lazy. Had a very pleasant date on Friday with baby after school. Far east > Cine > Marina Barrage > Cck > Home.
Caught the show "Love". Haha it was hilarious when the whole bunch of girls in the cinema screamed for Wangzi's presence in the show. He's really.. cute to me. HAHA WANGZI! But too bad he can't win my boy's position inside my heart :) After that headed to Marina Barrage. Yes it's my second time there. This time was most probably the sweetest one. Haha went there at night to gaze stars and the scenery with baby. Had a great time having talks with him. Okay then today was supposed to have the girls' afternoon. From 6 left to 3 only. Haha so me Yuting Krystle headed to Sentosa. The sun was great had suntanning with them. After that met baby for dinner at ljs. Then, v.land > amk hub > yck > home. I realised I talk more than before to baby recently.

Haha pictures for both days. I'm so so tired. I guess I'm having high fever. Shag both mr and mrs flu came to visit me too. I hate flu! :( Shall go off now.

I didn't know how it feels like to be so loved, until I met you. I didn't know what's happiness, till you brought it into my life. I didn't know how it feels like being hugged so tightly, until I'm being hugged tightly by you. I didn't know how beautiful stars are, until I gazed them with you. I didn't know so much, until you enter my life and be a part of it. Every morning when I'm awake, the first face I yearn to see was yours. Every night before I sleep, I desired to hear upon a familar voice every night, which was yours. You never fails to make me smile, you never fails to open my heart to you. The hardest the toughest, the sweetest the loviest, we've been through them all. I love you to the extreme, like how much the Moon needs the stars' accompany at night.
I tried my best, yes i knew i tried. I can't help it anymore. This is my best. I can't bring back as a part anymore.

The sweetest joy

2009-04-03T00:08:00.007+08:00

Well due to my lazyness to post I shall have a picture spam in my blog tomorrow! ^^ Heh heh stay tune. And the above picture is for you my baby, I love you! :)
Found you is one of the greatest blessings. Either rain or shine I'll stand by your side. The sweetest joy, the wildest woe is love.

Weakness

2009-04-01T19:47:00.002+08:00

Today i was home very early. But I didn't do any much difference of doing anything. I was just staring at my lappy blindly for hours.

I might not be what people seen me from the outside. I swear there's a lot of difference if you come inside me and explore it. I tend to be weak. And this is what I read about me after a quiz.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

It's very true :)
I just reflect myself upon alot of happenings this year. I think I'm gonna change for a better.
And today april fool's day wasn't any fun. But was hilarious as I wrote lyrics of Hey Monday's How you love me now on my cheena workbook, and guess what my cheena teacher replied?
"Study hard, don't think so much!" Haha this is so funny. U-qi told me that my cheena teacher rejected me and I got to be very sad upon it. HAHA TSK.
Okay I shall finally be a real geek for now. Bye with flying kisses ^^

Waves crash down, the moon is high. Take my hand, lead me in. Into your world with you, and we've got the silliest love within.

Happy 100th day

2009-03-31T20:00:00.000+08:00

The previous night 12am baby send me a message upon our 100th day which was yesterday. Went out to meet him and headed bugis. I wasn't feeling so energenic as I swear I'm super tired and lack of sleep. We were both wearing the same design tee but just in different colours how cool is that right? :) Near to evening we headed to hub and catch the movie unborn. Haha baby was like so cute to scream of all the sudden. He told me that I scared him. HAHA! After all it was quite a good date though didn't had a nice time at first. Today's school was really bored to death. I was sleeping almost for all the lessons. Shag I need to get some sleep. Pimples popping out like ass. After school went lot1 with my girls and met baby after that.

Well my babyboy I didn't know we've been through so much together. Been through the worst together, been through the toughest and hardest time. Times whereby normal guys would already have left me alone. I really thank you for always being there, being the shoulder I need to cry on, being the ears I always share things with. And of course being the one who gives hugs to me and moves closer to me to cheer me up even I throw tantrums or even mad at you. Being the one taking care of me when I'm sick. Thank you for being at my side no matter what situations. Though you're not my first, but you're the first guy who made me feel so touched by every actions you do. First guy who made me remember every single dates we've, first guy who really really touched me to tears. I love you many many, since the day I ever gave my heart.Your hands are mine to hold on, gonna hold on like the only pair of hands on Earth leading me to breathe.

My dearest girl cheerup alright. I'm still here with you no matter what :)
Okay I need to study like a geek for now! Muahmuah, *blow kisses* :)

Family day

2009-03-29T22:57:00.003+08:00

Yo i'm such a happy girl today. Today wasn't supposed to be what I've planned though but it turns out very nice. I went out in the morning with family and headed out to meet my relatives. And of course those adults would go for their prayers to Grandma for the don't know what festival yep. Haha kinda had a fellowship sessions with my cousins. Okay then later on went home to take a break. I was really exhausted as I slept very late last night and woke up bloody early today. I wasn't really willing to tag along out with them today. Then after that headed out to town. Was supposed to go to the asia civilisation museum for the visit of the Kangxi Items from China but due to the queue there, we headed out to Parkway Parade. Haha went off to shopping with Mom there didn't bought much though. Then I landed up yawning like ass so went home and rest! ^^ Haha I actually for the first time like Mummy and Daddy alot. Okay maybe for this year lah. It's actually been very very long since I'm out with them together like a family. After all i think my parents are really nice and concerned about me, just that sometimes they really nag at me too much. Heh heh I luv you both mum and dad ^^

Dad was talking about having dogs at home randomly just now. Yes i like dogs alot yes! :( But I was like thinking how I wish I could have more time for everything. For now, I don't think I'm gonna manage if I've a dog at home. SIGH! :( Nevermind shall visit baby's dog more often then! ^^
Tags replies,
weiping haha okay thanks for the tag then! ^^
Huixian! Haha i've linked ya up already ^^
Xinyu Haha hello hello :) see ya around soon.
Yingting ♥ ' Oh hello :)
FARHANA :D Haha okay save already then buy from me! :)
SABRINA haha sure. You're linked already btw ^^
Olivia Thanks for linking :)
Peiyun: Yeah all sales items would be post here :)
Renee: Haha cause I found your blog somewhere! ^^ Luckily found yr blog. Haha :)
Kerrqi: Haha okay okay no problem! ^^
Meijun: Haha thanks miss ya too.
minqian: Horny! ^^ Thanks for da tag :)

Shall go off now bye.
Xoxo.

I MISS CYRUS.
I realised you do realised it michelle.. well just hope next saturday gonna be a blast.

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2009-03-28T16:58:00.003+08:00

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Boring Saturday

2009-03-28T14:06:00.003+08:00

I'm at home now. I guess after so many weeks, this is the first saturday I'm home for so long. I am so tired. I slept for a few hours and just woke up. Yay tomorrow going out with Krystle. Gonna be a blast I swear ^^ Realised I've been always so broke, I need to save money! :'(
Yepyep and anyway leave your link down if you want to be linked. I've just removed all my links due to inactive of some of them! ^^ So yeah.
And yes mummy promised to buy me my nikon cam soon.

Tags replies,
Mr Regina Future Husband: you better shutup horh! I use all my hearts to type all those words out one lorh :( you should be honoured leh! :'( Haha luv you alot alot alot ^^
geokkoon:) it's all different my girl! don't be jealous lah. I place you in my heart inside a special special place ^^
minQian: horny! thanks for da tag :)
Qx: Oh thanks for the tag :)
weiping: Haha alright ^^
Sabrina: Haha okay cute girl ^^ Congrats of ya winning yr event on the sports day :)
Lianling: Haha no i don't. ^^ Haha will blog more for sure.
Ciyuan: Linked already ^^
Shimin: Haha hello sis ^^ Thanks for da tag.
Farhana: Haha thanks will last long one.
Tzehui: Linked you too.
Rachel: Commented back already ^^
Baohui: :)

Okay shall go off now.
i love you with all my heart and soul, ccf.

Lazy day

2009-03-28T00:02:00.002+08:00

Today's schl was really boring. All we did was slack sleep and talk. After school last minute felt like going for sports' day. So headed to plaza with Shimin and Tsabitah. Then bused over to Woodlands Stadium. Haha I thought it would be a blast this year, but I think it's still so boring. I didn't attend the last year's. My house didn't win but congrats to Izzati and co who won for their relay and etc. After that headed to meet baby and catch the movie Paul Blart:Mall Cop, haha the show was really touching and great! Then headed back to cck and had my ljs. Ohyeah bought the same shirt as baby today ^^ Heh heh i'm looking forward to next monday! :) Gonna hit town with baby.

I've never regretted being with you till this ever day but I'm so glad so happy that I chose to be with you. You've hardly missed out everyday's anniversary message to be send to me and we've always been countdowning for each new morning we've been together. You made every seconds with me counts in your heart, and of course deep inside me too. I love you for your forgiving heart, for your tolerance for me, for your thoughtful mindset and every single thing. My beloved one, I love you. Happy 98th day :)

You know i'll catch you through it all

2009-03-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

Today's school was pretty okay. Had lessons without Chrystal Precious today. Really missed her in class. Good luck for yr competition kay, both Chrystal and Clarie. Haha was having singing and camwhore sessions with Wanlin,Shimin and Tsabitah during Pe. Things didn't turn out nice during geog. Okay then headed for assembly, congrats to my girls who got into the honours' roll! ^^ Sheena,Sharmin,Weiping,Huijuan,Michelle. After school went for lunch with Shimin Sis and then headed for my dc. Haha it was kinda fun with Quinten and the rest accompanying me! ^^ Haha we were like blasting music then fooling around. Haha yesterday boyfriend came by to meet me. Had great time with him yep. Well i'm off to have a great rest. I kinda tired due to school.
Sometimes I ever think that things could be better but realised everything was simply too late to change. Everyone have adapt that habit and why things turn out this way. Sometimes I thought I would break down. But I was standing strong by my own feet. I think sometimes I can't depend a lot on others, but myself.

It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances are feeling the way, we do.

Kiss me thru the phone

2009-03-24T18:07:00.000+08:00

Haven't been using my lappy for a period of time and finally back in-use! Last friday was me and bi's 3rd month, went to have sushi for our celebration. Saturday went out in the afternoon with Quinten and Yuting, were slacking around walking around places. And then we saw Ziayu and joined him for his lunch. Then in the evening left Yewtee and headed to Marsiling to meet Chrystal and headed Woodlands for our dinner then headed to Republic for the Guitar Ensemble item put up by them. There were nice pieces of songs played, familiar ones too. Then her dad drove me home. Sunday went to church had service as usual. Went home and for awhile went over to meet favourite boy. Haha he came with a dale for me and the dale was really really cute i swear. Thanks for the dale my boy. Then Monday went to school per normal. We used our new hall for the first time and then the walls of it are pink and purple. Then the new canteen food was alright only. And today's school was really funny. The whole class was asleep except for me and Keryang as we just woke up from our beauty sleep. And then our history teacher was like watching the video she's showing in the screen herself.

I need to change. Change the bad points into better points. I want back the past so badly. I missed girls having outings, having illegal meetings, hiding in classrooms slacking, having heart2heart, chalet times, swimming times.
Though now it's just left with me she they you, I want back the "we".

Bi, happy 3rd month! Well sometimes I might be so hot-tempered, so crazy so unglam so noisy, but thankyou for your love for me. I love love love you alot, my Cyrus. I know you've tolerated my nonsense alot. Or maybe you've learnt to love me for my nonsense. Fat boy, yr short girl loves you ^^

Lost.

2009-03-23T18:14:00.003+08:00

I felt so lost suddenly. I didn't really know where I actually belong for now. There's so much changes.. and so many were so near yet far. I felt lost,terrible. How i wish someone would hold me back. I thought it was better like this.. actually no.

Best primary school clique

2009-03-20T16:30:00.004+08:00

I skipped my school geography remedial today as I woke up late. Yesterday's chalet was pretty screwed up actually. Met Geokkoon first at cck and with Brandon Jieyu and Jack. Then took bus to there. The rest were all at there already. We were like slacking playing truth and dare. After a while, we started to have our bbq and to start up the fire and etc. But it was kinda a failure without quite a lot of stuffs not present. So me eugene geokkoon chengen headed to westmall to get all the stuffs. Bought alcohols and ice and fire starters. Then we went back there, the kitchen was kinda in a mess by those guys who went to cook food with the stove. Then after that the bbq was really failure all the way. Haha we then didn't really eat much, and then they started cooking hotdogs and eggs. Haha the hotdogs geokkoon cooked were like the best i swear ^^ And yes for a while me and her went to the swing and had heart2heart session. Though it's only for awhile, but the feeling was really great. Yes and then yuenshin came! Haha. Okay then we went up and had our truth and dare again. For this one was really very very fun. Then after that everyone got bored of playing it, and then we started all heart2heart sessions again. And then geokkoon went off first and then I went off around 3am. After all though this chalet was kinda screwed, but it's really nice to have everyone gather together again. I luv you all ^^

Breastfriend, I luv you alot alot. Thanks for always being there alright. I'm ears for you too, shoulder for you to lie on. Luv ya many many. Insert hearts.
And happy 3rd month, bi ^^
Thanks for always being the one to cover me in the rain, thanks for staying by my side no matter what.
This 3 months, so much ups and downs we've been through together. I love you my babyboy ^^
And anyway I won't be online so often. Due to my internet connection being cut down. MIA.

Camp

2009-03-19T10:50:00.001+08:00

Hey sweeties i'm back from camp. I thought this camp would be a blast to me but actually it's just okay to me. To my girls who missed the camp so much, don't cry! I'll lend you my shoulder to cry on ^^
Well first day we headed to limchukang campsite, I forgot the name anyway. First day had briefings and everything placed our things in our huts and so on. The first day food was kinda terrible. First day we did high elements, had preparation for the camp fire dance. Everything was kinda screwed actually. And yes at night we had the game kidnapped! That was simply a blast to my group.
Second day we had briefings and whatever shit. Then we had high elements, flying fox. Haha flying fox that Hubelt guy made me shout his name, and me Tsabitah and Izzati were like saying we love each other so much and then we played. Haha flying fox was hilarious seeing those who didn't dare to play. Next we had kayatking. Haha this one was really funny sharing boat with Tsabitah. We were like stuck somewhere and then we pushed away all boats who want to bang us. Haha we made people nearly capsized! It's like bloody funny. At night we had our campfire. My group performance was super screwed. Haha I swear the dance steps were really funny. Yuting's group was very cute and Krystle's one was the best. At night all dancers and band members left. So I moved hut to Krystle's hut. Haha we went out for late night walk. Then didn't had much sleep too.
Next day home sweet home. Haha then headed to find baby and watched the movie Street fighter legend of chun li. Baby was like super cute when he saw me. Haha he hugged me so tight that I hardy could breathe. Love my girls and baby so much yep.

Tags replies,
vienna: nana ah nana , when the hell are you going to link me :(
vienna: ahahahhahaha , i saw i saw & i saw . ' She luvs gervin ! ' :D:D
HAHA link you already ^^ Haha yes you luv gervin alot i know :( JEALOUS LAH ME :( haha.

. Yuting(:: you reply others tag, never reply mine hor.
Have what where got don't have.

Passerby: Mind if i ask you sth? The nuffnang ads must sign up first right? You will get money right? How they give you? Sorry, ia sk too much questions x.x
Depends on how much you earn? You must earn till at least $50 or smth to get your money. Check it out yrself @ nuffnang.com.sg

geokkoon;): HAHAHAHA ME LURB YOU NEHXZS. YEP, drunk till.. drunk. LOL okay;x
HAHA ME LUV YOU ALOT ALOT ^^ drink drank drunk and smack yr ass. ^^

scorpiiongalgal:changed url also nv tell me . -.- linked* up and tagged* . tell me your email so i can invite you to my blogg ...
Haha paiseh paiseh! Will link ya up soon :) Okay can can.

JANET: I miss you alot:( Date me out soon, luv. ^^
Haha miss you alot too my luv :( alright alright! :)

Lianling: Hey girl, :) Came to visit!
Oh thanks! ^^

' 爱, Кokyaиqq.: Good right me? Tagg you
Haha yeah lah yeah lah ^^ Thanks for da tag then ^^

AMELIA:hello :D
Oh hello :)

passerby: THURSDAY, MARCH 12 . sorry to part this comment.accidentaly
passerby: may ie knoe where you bought this clothes from?the post at
My blogshop's selling that ^^

Siewhwann`: reginaa , close your blogshop ?
Haha nope. Opened another one ^^

Seemin: I wrote you a dedication too (L) :D
Seemin: -pulls hair-
Seemin: BUT I HAVE NO FREAKING SPARE TIME TO GO OUT.
Seemin: Hahahha. Okay omg I still am very touched. -choked-
Seemin: DO YOU KNOW HOW FREAKING TOUCHED I AM AFTER READING YOUR DEDICATION!? DO YOU KNOW DO YOU KNOW DO YOU KNOW?!
Seemin: Btw you looked so different. I want to laugh.
Seemin: HAHA. DONT CRY D: WHEN WHEN WHEN. BEFORE I GET BUSY. ;_;
eh you always won't book yr time for me! Must horh ONE DAY! Haha you this miss busy bee and have no time for me! Haha weekdays? :) EH HOW CAN YOU LAUGH AT HOW INNOCENT I LOOOK! HAHA :( opps. I feel like crying too lah my luv :) LUV YOU DAMN ALOT.

Baohui:hahas , link me ?
Okay sure ^^

Celeste: Relink thankyou! (:
haha alright nugget ^^

Jocelyn Lim:Piglet,relinked you already. Please relink me too! Love ya! :)
Haha okay okay can ^^ Love you too.

Jiaying: :) Animal farm is nice alr!
Haha nice but very chim :(

Passerby: HEY, mind telling me where you brought your shirt on thursday?
I'm selling the one in white @ my sales journal. Wanna buy? :)

hidayah: hello, relink me yeahhs? tcares 8D cheers `:D
Haha sure ^^

Tzehui: Aiai! Imy. How're you?
Oh i'm fine. you? ^^

tricia: omgosh, animal farm is one of the BEST boks ever! it was for my lit last year and it was pretty cool. anw, goodluck for your studies! :'D
Haha yeah thanks alright! You too :)

Xinying:ME TOO !!!!!!!! AND I WAS LOOKING AT THE NGEE ANN GRADUATES' STUFFS ALSO HAHAHAHA
Xinying: omg you went to marina square yesterday
Haha yeah my friend's presentation was there ^^

passerby: thank for de info.butthen,the pic in the blog v small.can you pls enlarge?Thanks(:
Haha okay i'll send it to you.

Eugene.Y: Regina ! hehe .
EH HELLO EUGENE! ^^

秀萍/ [:: Link me up, yeah?
Haha sure ^^

CARMEN: Sunshine! Ahahs, match this url :x
Oh really? Haha okay.

passerby: i prefer your previous font size
Oh okay. It's the same actually.

Cynthia.: Regina! Relinked! :D
Haha alright ^^

krystle: hahah ! u dont miss camp but u miss me right ? :DDDDDD
Haha of course. Like ass! ^^

And yes chalet later on with primary school cliques ^^
Haha I hardly could rest during my holidays man. Everyday was so packed. Haha :)
I got a mountain of homeworks not done.
Okay shall go off now, will upload the pictures when I get them.
1 more day to 20th, luv my dearest boy.