Life hit me real hard. It's painful it's hurtful when you feel lost in your own forest. There's no one to seek help from, no one will be there to spoon feed you all the way till you started growing. I grew and I fell. I wasn't able to catch myself from this huge fall. It hurts when i realised everything is changing from that day when I did a mistake. I took 2011 from jan till now as a dream. I thought everything was so unreal, until today. I opened up my eyes. Everything feels so real.