I guess I was feeling all negative for the past 1 and a half year... but I'm glad that I did my best to pick myself up all over again and knowing more about self love, self discovery and everything else. I could remember days when I felt like " why was it my fault when things go wrong? "
Learnt in a hard way that life is not always rainbows and butterflies all around you, life is tough and definitely life will be hard. But don't let little failures or little negativity in you stop you from doing what you love and what you do the best.
I felt so free, so much of myself after everything. I love doing what I love and it doesn't stop me from not achieve my dreams.
Hitting the bottom allows me to be so much stronger,
Went for dinner last weekend and here's my outfit.
Lovin' the lace/mesh details and definitely the low v back cut.
Pretty into chunky earrings and braids these days and i really can't wait to get my ass out of the country this month!!! so much have been planned hopefully things can go as it was all planned out!
And for the month of may,
celebrated my babygirl's birthday!
Her birthday falls on a Saturday, so the day before I actually went to zouk and I was having a hangover but but but.... I WOKE UP EARLY JUST TO SURPRISE HER AND SHE WAS SO SHOCK TO SEE US AT HER APARTMENT.
hehe it all worked out well despite walking in the rain with balloons and having so many hiccups.
One of the best in my life, i love you krystle hehe since 7/8 years ago ;)
So, one of the weekend, went over to Janet's birthday! Her theme was nautical and she stated clearly of white/navy in her event page! Hence was in navy top and white skirt for the birthday!
One of the longest friendship in my life too, happy birthday my dear girl, wish you well and happiness x ;))
Everyone is turning older.... and me myself too.
I'm turning 20 this year. And definitely everyone will come by to a stage in life whereby you dont know what will come to your life, you dont know what will be happening. You don't know about what are the opportunities coming to you, you don't know what's ahead of you.
Let's all enjoy this moment of youth, live in this moment, play hard, work hard, and definitely, hopefully you reap what you sow at the end of the day.
I admit that i used to think back what do i do to deserve such things from happening in my life, then again when I think about all of them again. I should thank them. Thank them for happening in my life to make it a big lesson learnt. Big lesson learnt that I could be stronger, and tougher. Everything happen for a reason, so don't dwell in it. Don't. Dont think that you can never get over something that you have never tried before. Try stepping out of your comfort zone. Try leaving it for a while. Sometimes it brings comfort back to you too.
So hey guys! It's already.... May right now. 1/4 of the year has already gone. 2015 is a year that i truly want to focus on myself and definitely on the things that needed to be done. I've been bumming for more than 16 months and i've been regretting on many decisions and many opportunities that i could take to further progress myself and things that will help me grow. I've been lazing around. It's time to get up, pick up and start all over again. It's okay to start from the bottom again, it's okay. Definitely, always believing that what matters the most is the results of all.
So last month, i took a 1 week break off from work and headed off to bangkok to enjoy songkran!
definitely it was a really good experience that i will never experience again, the true joy and simple happiness, the friendship we made with the thai locals over there. truly, one good experience.
And how's life for all these days? Have been pretty troubled with many things, however I've took a little step back to look at things in another way, to think positive. To think that good things will definitely come to me again. It's all just temporary.
So from my little update........
Shoes for the office, that i've finally worn it out one fine day!
Have been spending these few weeks catching up with people that i've not met for a long time, friends from secondary school, and from everywhere. The life crisis conversations we have, the office talks, about growing up.
And definitely in the last photo, one of my very very very very old friend,
Happy birthday Vika!
All the way back to, 2011, 2012, 2013....
Thank you for being one of the friend that always lend a helping hand when I needed help. Definitely remembering the days when I needed a pair of ears, I would just call you in the middle of the night and you will pick up the call for me. Remembering all the stupid secondary school days when we run to school every morning because we are one of those few students that were always late. One thing I like about is that, we are always there for each other. Despite different class, different schedules, we will wait for each other to end so we can just all go back together. Hehe thank you for you two for my secondary school days and even till today. Love you and krystle very much ;) but lastly, happy 21st again my friend!!!
and oh yes! after a long period of hiatus..... we're back with a new collection! ;)
this time round, LBR will be going for a different direction this time.
It's not going to be the same as the past anymore ;)
We're launched a couple of bohemian items.... party/work dresses too!
It has been more than 10 months since I've been so quiet and so away from social medias and of course, doing things that I really love and like about. I've been away for too long and I've been away of not being the true me.
I used to be chasing a me that isn't me. That isn't someone me. I felt so uncomfortable and I felt I want to be out all day any day. This 2015, it'll be all about self-discovery and it'll be about adding values to the flowers that have yet to grow in me. It's been too selfless for too long and it's time for some self pampering. I've to stop chasing after things that aren't real, stop wasting time on artificial matters that shouldn't matter, and stop making the extreme efforts for people that never ever matter. This year. Will be a different one.
2 months have passed. It's time to get up officially.