Hi sweetlings. There's a problem with my lappy. Aww so now I'm using my brand new desktop. Heh hehz. Last Thursday gave schoolz a miss. Then went out with my Vivien! :) Haha met her and then headed to bugis. Walked around then went over to Pasir ris in the evening. Left the place earlier and went home. Yesterday went to meet my babyboy. Aww finally met him after 2 days. Went over to meet him then went to Jurong Point. Heh hehz walk around then went to cck to slack. Pixxxx!! ^^
Hehhehz luvz you minako :)
Okay june holidays have started already. Aww i guess for this holidays most of the time I would be stuck at Dad's office working for him. Heh hehz but it's okay to suffer at least I could get my money and still be able to meet my baby and my girls :) I'm effing broke now. Left with NO notes. Nothing at all, can you imagine that~ I spent my day at home today. My cramps are really really painful. Thank God I did my wall, and it's nicely decorated with pixx :) Aww I miss my babyboy so much yep. Shall go off now :)

Baby,
I'm sorry for whatever things I've done. I know I'm dumb foolish and whatever kay. But, thank you for yr love and everything. I know how are you feeling. I love you so much okay. I don't mind you teasing me as a ugly girl, cause I'm still the luckiest girl on earth, cause I got you my boy! :) I love you so much that even words couldn't describe much. Luvz you, happy 160th day. I'll never want to take a step back from you, nevertheless i'll never leave you.

Hi ya. I've spent my whole day at home except for the 1/2 hour out with my parents. Haha gave schlz a miss again. Sorry girls didn't join you all for the amazing race and sorry Krystle for not helping out with the duty. I sleep alot, eat alot, stare blindly at the laptop screen, daydream, moodswing alot. My cramps are hurting me so badly you see. Haha thanks for bitchzxs being there for me who actually wanted to cheer me up. Heh hehz :) I keep waiting and waiting for that bastard to call me. Yay i'm finally going out tmlz. Last week's pixxx. Thanks Josephine! :)




My girls, how irreplaceable they are.
My dearest Chermaine Pony, I'm always here for you kay. H2h talk, call my number. 8 numbers only don't lazy press! Haha cheerup kay. Luvz you many many and I missed ya so much :)


Aww my june holidays are gonna be boring i guess. 2 weeks in schlz for being punished. haha i think i'm gonna run. or even fly away from there. I'm gonna work at dad's office to do attachment. Gonna be boring but there's money finally. I want to bake muffins! I want to go out shoppingz. I want to party! Picnics, anyone? :)
Anywayz, i know you people are very very nice!! Visit http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com!! And support me with the preorder above? :) Thanks babies. Luvz you all kay.
Anywayz i think my bro is very zai. He got 2nd in class. Haha i've never got higher than top 5 for my grades. And i think in his life, it's the fifth or sixth time already!! :( Aww i'm so jealous and i wonder why am i so dumb.


I'm desperate for your voice, call me please my pretty boy? :(

Hi sweetlings i'm finally back. It's been a very exhausted week. Last Sunday went over to church as usual. Had deliverance the presence was really strong. Tears flowed down, I was moved and got so touched. After service went over to meet babyboy. Yesterday gave school a miss. Meet up with my babyboy. He's so blur that he actually forgot that he's having exams on that day. Haha we spent the day walking around at the park, having h2h, eating, spending money. I broke down ytd after keeping so much to myself.. I actually weeped. I used to think that it was okay, i'm strong enough to handle. Yet actually I'm so weak inside. Today went to schlz and schlz very boring. I h8 it so much. Shall give a miss to schlz tml :) Met babyboy at cck just now. Heh hehz. Pixx-tures here i come.



I didn't realise time flies so fast. I thought I was just giving bgr a try again, but a try leads to such a wonderful relationship. If there wasn't you in my life 5 months ago, there weren't be what I am now. I think we've been through those very very tough times, even when I feel like giving up, you're always there grabbing me up and asked me to stand strong. I think you're the first guy who could give in to me so much, who could really tolerate me. Tolerate me for my naggings, tolerate me for how noisy I am, tolerate me for how crazy how wild I can be. Tolerating my bloody attitude. I admit I'm not the prettiest, not the cutest, not the sweetest girlfriend, not the ideal girlfriend any guy wishes for. But I'm the luckiest,happiest girl on earth, cause I'm holding hands down the road with a special guy, that is you.

It's finally weekends yo. Yay time to party man :) Thursday after schl went out to find baby. Heh hehz went to buy our stuffs and thanks for the tee ya bought ^^
Today, after schl went out to meet my pri schl cliques yo. Haha managed to meet some only.
Wanted to celebrate Yuenshin's birthday but in the end was cancelled. After that went off to Beldric's party. Haha went there late and every fun thing was like over already. So hence land up in his house watching movie. Haha it wasn't a blast at all :( The security guards are damn fucked up. Okay then cabbed home and now i'm home.


Haha look at Eugene's hair. Cmi cmi!! Yayz shall go out with them pretty soon. Awww another party tml at Chrystal's condo. Yayz let's have fun i like i like ^^

Happy birthday to Yuenshin,Beldric and Tan Xinyi :)
All three are close/ used to be so close with me. Heh hehz luv you three. Tan Xinyi that bitch says that she doesnt miss me. Aww hurt my feeling. :(



We'll continue down walking down this road, till the way up to heaven.

Hey babies out there i'm back here again. Yesterday got back a few of my results. Heh heh was happy that my scores aren't that poor anymore despite me not studying much. But my geography was like a just pass but.. I GONNA STAY IN SCHOOL WITH MR HO during the first two weeks of my june holidays with 11 other people from my class. Aww this is crap man. Hate this hate this :( But my baby promised to come and fetch me everyday for the two weeks :) Heh hehz! Okay then after school ytd went over to church to meet Dorothea and had bible study with Krystle Yuting Samuel Louis. It's very very very hilarious on the bus back. Haha had fun laughing with Samuel Louis and Krystle so much ^^ After that met baby at cck then we went to walk walk and then went to lepak lepak heh hehz. Had heart2heart with him and then back home was on phone with him talking about how we both started.. our first date and everything. It really reminds me alot about the changes this relationship have, how strong we both are now.
Today, went schl and went to disturb people heh hehz. After school, went over to meet baby. My poor boy was sleeping so soundly when I was waiting for him furiously man. Then all my plans and everything didn't work. So we caught the movie Uninvited and then went to eat ^^ and then home sweet home.


There's so much things that I wanna tell you you know! The small card I gave ya isn't enough space lah!! ^^ Well thankyou for being with me through the toughest time and staying by my side encouraging me. We've been through so much, all the ups and downs. Yet the feeling never goes off, but it stays closer and even stronger within us. Thankyou for being such an understanding, caring, thoughtful, encouraging, sweet and adorable boyfriend! :) Thankyou for letting me in at times when I throw tantrums at you like some bitch, thankyou for understanding how girls' mood can be like to the max despite how I behave towards you. Thankyou for wiping my tears when I cry so hard, thankyou for yr shoulder to let me lie on when I feel so tired and restless. Thankyou for grabbing me up whenever I fall, being the strongest pillar of support. Thankyou for your piggybacks when I felt so extremely tired. Thankyou for trying your best to make me smile, make me laugh whenever I feel so down so sad, you aren't negative about it yet you trying your best to be happy and make me smile. Thankyou for your concerns, for taking care of me when I'm sick despite how pale and horrible I'll look like. Thankyou for yr surprises for the two carebears, haha you always make me wonder what will you do next man. You're the first guy that I ever thought of spending my whole lifetime with, we'll still be hands in hands walking down the streets in future. You got the smile which melts my heart wholeheartedly. Thank God that I had you in my life, I love you so much,Cyrus. Happy 150th day.



Haha aww this is so long right. I also know that kay~ Haha this friday and saturday gonna be a blast man ^^ Shall go off now.


With love,
Regina xoxo.

Today's marking day. Yay so it's sort of a holiday. I woke up very late and was waiting for my parents to be back home. Then headed to bank with them to settle all the blahblah things. After that dad drove me to Krystle's house. Heh heh went swimming at Krystle's condo with Chermaine Weiling Yuting Krystle. Haha was having piggybacks, sitting on some stupid chair that Yuting and Weiling handmade, seeing people spar, disturbing people, chasing the security guard away, snapping photos of baby in the pool, eat nonstop, laugh nonstop, singing nobody by wonder girs with Chermaine clapping our hands so bloody loud, camwhoring with Krystle. We sounded so sick but it's really very very very fun!! ^^
Then we went to the steamroom. Haha I feel so hot and me Chermaine and Krystle like having mini praise and worship in there :) I had such an enjoyable day man! Home sweet home after my lovely bath and I'm feeling so tired.
Pictures' time! ^^
PS: The photos below might make yr tummy hurt as it might make you laugh too much.
PS: The photo might hurt your eyes cause it's very disgurtings and too unglam.







It's really very very fun today! Though I might look so ugly in photo. I didn't had such a nice swim before leh. Haha it was so so fun. There's school tml. It seems to be a holiday to me already. Thanks for today my girls, luv you all :)
Aww I miss my babyboy!
2 more days!! ♥♥♥
I love love love Cyrus very very much :3 Hehzhehz.
I feel so blessed so blessed.



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Okay lah seemin don't jealous. LUV YOU TOO! ^^
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Today's Sunday. Went to church per normal but today brought along baby together. Service was alright and then me and my girls kept passing letter to each other from front to back during service. Haha I luv you all my precious girls kay ^^ Muahmuah :) After that went over to Jurong to walk around and shop. Heh hehz then I felt so tired and went home. The day is short but it's tiring. Yay the good thing is that I don't have schl tomorrow. Aren't you jealous about it? :) Haha. My schedule is all so screwed up. Yay i painted my nails pink few days ago but went swimming hence.. faded :( I need to go swimming with my girls, and have my shopping spree.

Well I just read though my archives. Haha a lot of people told me that I've changed alot. Yes I think i've grown up alot by all the different experiences I had, both hard and enjoyable ones. I'm even stronger now. I learn to be more independent :) I'm happy with my current life.
Anyway support http://amaranthineroses.blogspot.com! ^^



Yay it's just 3 days away from 20th. Baby, did ya know how I actually felt when I first time you are in my sight? My heart was pumping so hard so fast. That feeling was so special and I didn't know how was love really really like. This relationship with you was so different from other past relationship I've, it was 147 days ago that I felt the feeling for the first time. Babyboy, I wanna spend my lifetime with you. Thankyou for so many things that you've done for me. Thankyou for bringing so much joy into my life. Thankyou for walking out all the darkness path with me.
I love being in your embrace, really very much. I love you to the max, with all my soul.

Today's Saturday. I spent my day sleeping for the whole day till evening. I felt so weak in the morning was vomitting so hardcorely. Went out to meet baby during evening. Haha we went to Old Woodlands and had alot of fun there. I don't know why I luv Cyrus so so so much horh. Haha. I'm going to do all this stuffs this holiday!

• Deco my room.
• Buy new tops and bottoms and dresses!
• Earn $$ and save $$
• Picnic! ^^
• Suntan :)
• Enjoy to the fullest. Haha!

Okay I shall go off now. Yay church tml :) Toro from taiwan's coming. OMG HOT GUY! ^^ Byebye with flying kisses. Xoxo.

It seems to be so long already since we've been together. 4 more days to 5th month, how fast is that right. The feeling I first had for you, till now it's still the same. Perhaps even stronger than before. We've gone through so much, the longer we're together, the stronger this relationship is.
Happy 146th day my dearest boy, I luv you deeply like before.

The last paper was pretty challenging eh? <: Haha thank god I did have time to finish! Last week, Tuesday, Had my home econ paper and I don't know any thing about it. Haha. Met Seemin and then we went to lepak! ^^ Haha this stupid girl don't know how to take train one horh. Make me wait somemore! :( Haha. Wednesday, Went out with Max Weien Irene Jingting. Went to bugis > city hall > Clarke quay. Haha me and Irene bought our swimming suit already! :) Haha had a great time with them. Luvluvz <: Thursday, Went to meet my baby. Haha lepak lepak again. Then went to hub to eat sushi. And then was looking around for his bag. Friday, Went out earlier to meet Weien Max Weijie Irene and Jingting before Krystle's party. Accompanied them to pierce and some of them got their lip and nose piercings. Then headed off to her house and then all of them was there already. Went to swim with Irene at night and the water was bloody cold. But went to sauna after that :) Haha went to lepak with the rest and see them eat. Then the birthday cake was out and then there were a blast of cake smashing. Haha yuting kena so much lah suay. Then after that had h2h talk with Chermaine. Was great lah though it's real short. Then home after that as I wasn't feeling okay.
Happy 14 my dearest happyseed, Krystle!
It's been 2 years or even longer since I've known ya. Haha though we always drift drift drift one but our friendship is always so strong, even the wind also cannot blow us down. You heard me cry, listen to my troubles, lend a shoulder, give hugs to me when i'm feeling so so down. We quarrel because we concerned too much of each other. Remember when we were both so young and went to take neoprints! Haha that was sec1. Sec1 with my bloody hairstyle rmb? <: Rmb us laughing so loud at bugis junction before? Remember times whereby we shop? Suntan? :) Had icecream together? :) Being the pooriest girl in town? <: Remembering us buying bread together and sit down somewhere like ahpek! Haha. You're forever deeply placed in my heart, same as the rest of the girls. Though we might not be so so close like a part anymore, but you all are forever inside my heart. Luvz you krystle darling, muah muah <:


What the fuck you want from me. I really really dislike for whatever your mind's thinking. Mummy, I hope you really could understand that i've changed. I felt so lousy ya know. You don't understand me. Yes.. you don't.


Aww I missed my babyboy so so much. It's 5:52 AM now. I felt so hungry and bored.. Anyway join the mailing list of AmaranthineRoses and support us now!

I'm feeling so sad. Wtf I feel like ranting every single thing here if I'm able. But it's gonna be so bloody long. Fuck you all the troubles and problems I've.

Maths paper 2 tml. Krystle's party tml. Yes i can do it, last paper. Krystle's party gonna be a blast from noon till dawn man :)

Well today went out with my dearest boy. It was really a great and pleasant date though it's simple. Went out to meet him and then went to Yishun Park. Heh heh finally found my bottle tree park nearby :) Okay after that went over to Cineleisure and caught the show, Ramen girl. Haha it was greattt :) Aftermath walk around and home sweet home.






Last week met Adelind for a short while :)

Aww tml's home econs exam. Haha the useless and brainless exam. I haven't been studying much recently yet I'm already in the mood for my holidays. Yay meeting Seemin tml :) Okay shall go off now!


And this is for you my dearest boy!

It's been 141th days since we've been together. Time flies so so fast and 9 more days it's our 5th month already! Haha it reminds me alot of the starting of our relationship, our first date first movie first month. Heh heh. And remembered you got a puppy as a gift after few days when you're together with me, see that puppy now grew so so big already! Haha. Luv you so much still like ever before.