I feel that I'm little fucked up as a girl at my age like this.

I don't deserve second chances, I take things for granted.
Take chances for granted, take people's limits for granted.
I should be facing the music of the consequences.

I should blame myself for all this happening to myself.
The way I do things, The way i handle them.
I sucked at it.

I failed to be someone who I promised i'll be,
I failed to be a good daughter,sister, girlfriend, friend.
Sigh

Will tomorrow be better?
God bless
Till then

x