Definitely in my life, I didn't do good in almost everything that I can be. I'll never tend to try my best, i'll never believe in myself being a success. It's just plain laziness from me to be the best out of what I can be. My parents brought me up, especially my mum by hand. I'm just a spoilt child in a way I'll say,

I'm sorry daddy mummy, I've never done anything proud that I could be.
In studies, in life, in anything, everything I'm doing so bad to the negative, to the limits.
I'm sorry for not being the best daughter you can get, I'm sorry for not being the nicest, understanding daughter you could have.
I'm sorry that I've not always been a good child, I'm sorry that I've not always been as bright as my brother to let you guys be proud of me.

But you guys are the ones that i've always been loving, till now and forever.
Sometimes in life when i needed support, you guys gave me to the fullest. Just a fucking part of me that is a fool that leads me to give you guys disappointments.

I'm sorry, i've not been a good child.
I love you my mum and my dad.

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