It's like the 6th day of the new year and i'm pretty depressed.

my bro asked, " what happen"?

oh well, i'm worried for so many things. thinking about how to handle/settle this and that.

i'm draining myself. but i wish i was better. I thought i could do better but i failed. it has been so long since i'm feeling this way. I'm falling from the highest point all the way to the lowest. this has to end. this has to be put to a stop. I'll survive. I won't not die halfway this time. I'll get thru all this. Stand strong. Heads up.

I've been thinking so much.